amanda

2008-10-20T02:11:00.002+08:00

oh my this blog has been left derelict so SOOOOOOOO LONG.something needs to be done.haha.well actually,ive been blogging elsewhere for quite a while so in case you needed/wanted to know.

http://thirteenchickenbacksides.wordpress.com.

i changed cos i got lazy to always need to find a suitable template.ah well hahaha.so anyway if you're still interested in my life click up there please (:

oh yes before i scoot,go visit http://lettersforpaige.uber.com. i think you'll enjoy shopping there as much as i did!

2008-02-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

color bar for hair.

is the nicest hair salon ever.i love it!really.haha.love the chairs and the table and the mirrors and the staircase up.ahhh.i like (: haha.so in case youre wondering,"WTH WAS SHE DOING THERE?", let me answer your question now.6.07 CLASS GATHERING!yup.HAPPY CNY PEOPLE!

and well,TESSA CAME.hahaha.do i hear 'wow', everybody?

so well anyway.we were supposed to meet at say, 8pm.but i only reached at 8.25pm thinking i was there at quite the right time already.BUT NO!i was still very early.by 9pm we were still ordering canadian pizza and sitting at cold rock sharing a regular apple pie ice cream (which was really good by the way).

insert: Tessa Koh went up to the salon alone before she saw us initially somehow without the thought of calling us up first ever crossing her mind.she thought the salon to be a haunted house.haha.a haunted house in the middle of holland v eh?

so yeah by around 9++pm, yihang's mum came with the key and let us in.i walked up the stairway and was like wow.then i reached the top and looked around.this time i was like WOW.then i walked around the entire salon and this time i went,"I LOVE THIS PLACE!".haha.what a simple minded person i am.ah well!

after exploring the place a little we plugged in my ipod to the general sound system and 'Monkey Man' played throughout the entire salon.t'was pretty interesting.haha.there was a lot of laughing,madness,all the debauchery.hahahaha.as Tessa and I grabbed a cup of coffee each for ourselves, we suddenly heard 'Gimme More' blasting away.hmm.was pretty apt actually.debauchery.excess.yeah BRING IT ON.GIMME MORE.hahaha.*i am not drunk*

that was prolly about when the canadian pizza arrive.FOOD!everybody shout,"YAY!"precisely.the pizza was wiped out in less than ten mins.not that the pizza was THAT fantastic.we were just hungry.haha.do i think i hear,"MORE PIZZA!" then?actually not.haha.so i guess around 10.10 or so, Tessa's dad came and dropped Jeremy and I off at their house where we crossed the overhead bridge to our bus-stop.

insert: before the 3 of us left, Tino was drinking so bad he was quite insane in that sense (or rather in the lack of his sense). Apparently, he got so drunk he slept on the floor and muttered a whole lot of nonsense which included quite a bit on a crush he's got? haha. how interesting. NOT.boo the lack of details.

ah well.alas im home safe and sound (physically and mentally that is!).sane and undrunk.it was a good party.THANKS YIHANG! (:

loves.

2008-01-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

i don't know.

it might have been a smokescreen even i dont know.
haha.
what's going on.i guess im lost.i cant find the right way out because either i cant seem to see the arrow leading out or i dont even know what that exit looks like.

haha.
this sucks.

loves.

2007-12-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

haha!

it's well.31 December 2007 now.i guess i am excited to a certain extent but at the same time.im just like, "let it come lor."either way it's still gonna come.doesnt matter how i feel towards it anyway.

i guess nowadays im quite nonchalent,or passive rather.i dont really want to go get what i want anymore.if it comes it comes i guess.sometimes waiting gets frustrating and i give up.but really.is there really a need to wait for certain matters?i guess one way people interpret waiting is to train up their patience.but at the same time,has it ever occurred to you that God is trying to tell you to give it up.waiting's not gonna work.if it comes it comes.just let it go.it will come at the right time.so yeah.haha.

stop thinking so much already.

anyway!i cant wait for thanksgiving now.the skit.something that has served as a timely reminder lately and is a reflection of what ive been taught this year.it's pretty cool.i hope im not the only one that has learnt much but the youths!hey guys.y'all are part of it so take some time to think about its contents as well aight.

ok drink more water everyone.you guys will need to speak and sing.DRINK WATER (:

loves.

2007-12-09T18:01:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS FROM NEW ZEALAND! (:

2007-12-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

it's just different.

this week has been interesting.not in a positive sense to a certain extent i guess.my mum, sis and maid all fell sick last week.the maid recovered quite soon after but i think my mum's still sick.oh man.she's been all over the place.hospital,work,clinic,hospital and basically just the hospital all the way.my sister,never left the hospital since thurdays.well she got discharged today.Praise the Lord (: and haha.no more sleeping on the safari bed for me.i slept in the hospital with her for the past 2 days.i was quite excited about my i-am-not-sick-but-im-still-gonna-sleep-in-the-hospital stay.the first night i couldnt really sleep so that sucked quite a bit but last night i just slept all the way,i just woke up a tad too early cos i didnt want to be the last in the entire ward to wake up like the previous day.haha.ahh well.im back on my bed now.haha.feels different,but definitely much better!oh yeah in case you were wondering why my sister was admitted into the hospital,well basically she had the dengue fever.our neighbour living in the corner house was breeding mosquitoes unknowingly.she didnt get it though.haha.i guess that's what they mean by keeping your enemies close to you.HAHA!

oh yes.ive got a prayer request for those of you who would like to do a little something for me (:
pray for my Popo please.she's getting really bad dementia.and she's somewhat living in the 70s now.she's hallucinating a lil' and cos of a certain infection,she cant sleep at night.she doesnt even feel sleepy.sometimes she cant even remember how many children she has.for someone who used to recognise me by my voice alone,her condition is really bad.when she's in reality however,she starts to talk about how her suffering now is like retribution.

so yeah.do pray that the Lord will comfort her soul,comfort her,assure her.besides praying for my Popo,do pray for the rest of us especially my auntie,uncles and my mum.though we are assured of her salvation but i guess what we cannot handle would be her leaving us eventually.pray for comfort,strength and joy in knowing that she's leaving this rotten world to heaven.

allow me to thank you all for your prayers beforehand (:

on a lighter note,i am officially a red head.haha.ive got magenta red and red highlights.ive changed my hair style too.haha.no more full-length-fringe-that-doesnt-exactly-exist.haha.

oh yes.i went out with celesta cherissa and weiling yesterday.BOY!has weiling changed.she's so different now.oh my oh my.haha.oh yes.and cher said celesta and i are somewhat starting to look alike.somehow i think we're like twins separated at birth.in a way.haha.yesterday we bought the same pair of shorts (in different colours), the exact same scarf, and a tee each from the same short.we spent the same amount of money.haha.the scarf was quite a steal actually.i love shopping.since there's no US shopping spree this year i guess ive gotta shop in Singapore to make up for it (: oh yes and for once i wasnt the biggest embarrassment.sure,with celesta we went wild and laughed a lot and made stupid comments.we embarrassed ourselves a little.BUT.cherissa is an even bigger embarrassment.haha.she gave us reasons to suan us and she suaned herself as well.then she tried to laugh at us but we ended up laughing at her instead.tough luck girl!after the very hilarious outing i went home bathed changed and headed to the hospital for night duty.haha.

today!beatrice was finally discharged.haha.she was so excited.ive never seen her wait for anything as eagerly before.she was walking all about,going to the toilet like a thousand million times,asking me for the time,looking out for the pharmacist.haha.well she got discharged around 1 plus and then we headed to ttsh to visit my Popo.then both of us left for home and i got ready to go for junior camp training and then 6A class gathering.haha.think at max only about 10 of us were there?the rest pangsei.haha.BOO y'all.but i guess we all had fun.peirong and i went high even without drinking.there was just so much to talk about actually.and daojie!haha.he's the best.he's total camwhore material.but he was talking so much with peirong and i as well.ah those p6 days.how so very distant.but daojie's funny.and he's this treasure chest of scandals.HAHA!oh yeah.i do need to make mention of chuck (previously known as chongyeow).that guy is pretty quite funny.haha.he got drunk,i think and his mum was being so cool about it.he kissed his mum quite forcefully.haha.how many sons actually bother,or rather dare,to kiss their mums in front of their friends!im quite glad he actually bothered to host this gathering for us.i guess even though turnout wasnt amazing,well at least we took some pictures and had our fair share of fun! (:

well.im tired.but im happy.yay!

loves.

2007-11-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

AMANDA'S FIRST ATTEMPT AT MAKING MONEY

yes.im so gonna make my first buck soon.ask me how?i'll tell you i'm selling my TY beanies.

yup
TY BEANIES FOR SALE PEOPLE!

step right up!step right up!
if you've been looking for this really really ancient ty beanie which might possibly be retired already, do not hesitate to leave me a comment on this post and i'll check my collection for its availability.

beanie babies are going at 9 bucks, posting not included.
beanie buddies at 19 bucks onwards, posting not included.
ty classic at 19 bucks onwards, posting not included.
beanie kids and beanie boppers are available as well (:

so this Christmas season if you're worried about the presents you want to get your love ones, why not try my ty collection and give me a chance to earn money without really leaving the house.

loves.

2007-11-17T10:46:00.000+08:00

confessions of a braced fat sloth

i dont understand

why everyone tells me that im gonna lose some weight when i just put on my braces.haha.it's not working on me!i dont understand.i really dont.ok.so im supposed to be losing weight cos i cant eat for a few days cos i cant munch food cos my mouth will hurt when i do so cos my teeth are moving because ive got braces!

so yes,my mouth hurts,but that doesnt mean i wont take the pain and still eat right.haha.

after my braces, i ate:
1. Bak Kwa
2. Peanut Porridge
3. Ice Cream
4. Nissin Seafood Instant Noodles
5. Suki Buffet (Salmon, Softshell Crab, Cold Tofu, Unagi.)
6. Char Siew Bun
7. Idako

that should be all.haha.doesnt sound like im gonna lose any weight huh.haha.

loves.

2007-11-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

you're not an empty vessel unless you fail to recognise your worth.

2007-11-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

someone asked me

why i actually blogged.

haha.i dont really know why.why dont i keep a diary instead?well i guess cos i might lose the diary then id have to buy a new one again.HAHA.blogging saves money (:

i think from now on i should hide at least once a week.have some time with God, spend some time with myself.and i think id really like to apologise to all the people ive tried to spite,all the people i was mean to,all the people i got angry with,all the people i offended,all the people ive hurt.

i realise sometimes i really need to shut up and listen.

SHUT UP AMANDA!!shhh.

ahh well.i really need to complete all my homework real soon.ban myself from msn,get some discipline and work.WORK WORK WORK.

1) Econs EE
2) History IA: D,E,F
3) Biology Pracs
4) TOK essay
5) TOK oral presentation
6) Read all my English books

i think i should go sleep now.ive got touch training tomorrow!FINALLY. <3

goodnight.

2007-10-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

the champion watch

is eleven days old! (:

ah well.that's not the point.but.

NOTE: Amanda's an embarrassment.

2007-10-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

i have decided to blog

because this has been a good week (: im glad i could be happy with the results the Lord blessed me with this time.most people did better generally so YAY!

today i went shopping finally.good for me too!yeah NUM guys were extremely friendly cos i bought bright yellow slippers.really!lol.and surprisingly one of them actually knew about ACS(I) IB!we're not that obscure after all (:

oh yes.last night i went to NJ to support tessa.kenny ho brought along his korean friend with cool hair.LOL.i still think he's got cool hair (: i saw another ang-moh guy on the train on thurs with super cool hair as well (: ahhhhhhhh.nice hair people.haha.

ok so i guess Saturday has ended and Sunday has come.and it is time to think about the day.it is time to pray.it is time.think.just think.

loves.

2007-10-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

THE RAIN.

ah welll.it's just been raining and raining and raining some more.BAHH BAHH BLACK SHEEP.stupid cats and dogs squeezing my sheep out of the planet.boo you! ):

but oh well.

5.07 had a picnic at the botanic gardens yesterday.it went pretty well!we had chickens,sandwiches,chips,lotsa drinks and quite a good bit of fun (: thank goodness we found shelter before the rain came down upon our skin.oh guess what.we sat under the nice shelter playing polar bear.LOL.in a way i cant believe im saying this,but eh daxter!i didnt know you talked that much!queer queer.to make it sound bad,you actually made yourself as bad as theo.now THAT'S bad.well anyway,by 1230 we decided it was time to leave and so we packed up and left for either home or where ever they were headed to.i,being very strong,carried a duffel bag,an icebox which contained 15 cans of drinks as well as a 2kg heavy plastic bag,boarded the bus and headed home.ALL BY MYSELF.oh wheee.

ok so that was yesterday.today was work.i an the best shader around (: come come challenge me!later i pwn your ass you dont cry.HAHA.and cos ive got no suitable clothes to wear tomorrow,i just went shopping.being the wonderful champion shopper me,i bought my pants,2 baby-doll tees and my best buy of the 30mins, i present you:

MY CHAMPION WATCH (:

this is like the best!it was the watch i wanted to buy the last time but didnt manage to cos i was too late and the stall disappeared already.BUT YAY!the watch appeared elsewhere.i am happy.VERYY HAPPY TODAY (:

loves.

2007-10-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

i never knew.

staying at home all day without anything to do could feel so terrible.AHHH.i know i could have.possibly.start on my EE.

BUT.

i chose not too.cos im too lazy.RAWR.howw.

oh but cos i was starting to get withdrawal systems from the lack of ice

cream in my life.and SO!here comes the climax of my day.i took a bus down to island creamery!!i got APPLE PIE and REVERSE O (: i am very happy.well at least now i know im safe for another 3 days.lol.

HMM.maybe i didnt go buy ice cream cos i was itching for it.maybe i just wanted to get out of the house.HMMM.ahhh.yes i have an utter dislike for staying at home.NOT GOOD.maybe i should start baking again then i'll stay at home.HMMM.

oh well.at least ive got my mind thinking now!

loves.

2007-10-05T17:59:00.000+08:00

it's about time

i resumed blogging i guess.i left it abandoned for say,quite a while (: and why?cos ive been mugging!inspiring arent i.LOL.it's been a hectic week, a week of unexpected shocks and surprises.bad and good i must say.well at least now i know i have to cling onto God more and well,just have the faith to entrust everything into his hand.

AHHH it's so difficult sometimes but i guess i have to try.bleugh.it's gonna take so long.soooooooooooo long.ahh well.

the exams are ok so far.i realised im quite the smoker.heh.no,not the jommer,but like the one that tries to crap a lot when the question looks so extremely foreign (: im not proud of that.just hope the marker doesnt see through my smoke screen.PUN PUN!ah.too many exams already.for now,im just glad it's gonna end soon.i dont need to study for chinese and well, ive got 4 days to prepare for my HL MATHS PAPER 2.bahh bahh black sheep.sometimes i wonder why i ever do HL MATHS.i dont see it helping me in any way in future.how queer.im so stupid.but i would like to think that im important and wanted.hmphf.

ok.i think im blogging too much.hmmm.well not exactly,but ah well.pretty long.long enough at least!ok people.happy mugging for physics and maths paper 2 whether HL,SL or maths studies!

loves.

2007-09-21T20:11:00.000+08:00

SLEEP.

is highly essential even if you think you're a superhuman.note:you think.lol.ive been taking more naps recently and im still able to sleep at night.wheee.life's so good.HMMM.how ironic.if life were good i wouldnt need to sleep so much. but because i sleep so much life becomes good!ahaha.im one confused thing.oh man now im totally resisting work and slacking is the way to go.i know im not supposed to be doing it but it seems so much more natural.HEH.

oh ive got something quite random to say.when i say im train-ing,i mean im gonna take the train home.when i say im bus-ing,i mean im gonna take the bus home.it's like how when people say they're gonna cab they'll be cabbing.so when i go to town i'll be towning,go to beach i'll be beaching (:

im so cool.

loves.

2007-09-11T19:23:00.000+08:00

i am finally blogging.

well yes.i've prolly almost always blogged at least once a week but i guess i havent in the past week then.funny how it has been the holidays and yet i just couldnt find the time to blog.FIND THE TIME?!lol.yeah.i've been using my holiday-time ever so frivolously.oh man.im such a spend(time)thrift.LOL.but ive gotten some work done at least!i studied econs,bio,maths,history,did my maths portfolio,my tyger commentary and well still had time to go out and facebook as well.what a blast!

and back to school it was yesterday.i was almost going to the stage of 'dying' cos i stayed up till 3am on sunday, completing my maths portfolio and printing many many things.not forgetting that i only slept at 330am on saturday and yesterday itself was no difference.BUT HEY.at least now i have so much less left.only ia left of the year is my econs ia.wheee.end-years here i come!soon enough i guess.no more tok presentation for this year.happy happy me (:

oh well.guess i cant blog long cos im just not feeling blog-gie today so yeah.need to help my brother with his Prelim 2 chinese paper for tomorrow's exam and so i guess this is where i say BYE!

loves.

oh and i need to make special mention of something someone did for me.KENNETH LIM!because you got me mocha flavoured coffee (surprising how you actually bought mocha and not anything else.i like mocha.lol.) this morning and i really appreciate it, i forgive you for ever mentioning that my mother didnt love me as much as i knew she did.YOU'RE FORGIVEN (: anyway the coffee magically made me brilliant during lessons but stoned when i was doing nothing at all.how queer.well.all in all, this is the special mention dedicated to you and the can of coffee.THANKS!now,you better start preparing for your TOK presentation and study for your history test!

2007-09-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

MATHS PORTFOLIO

is the lousiest thing to do ever.i dont really aspire to become a mathematician so i dont really see the need for me to go prove mathematical formulae.BAHH BAHH BLACK SHEEP.

i went out with yw,xl,eug and brenn for dinner ytd.i realised we havent gone out as 5 in a really long time already.it's been somany months since i left cedar too.SO LONG!lol.i went back to cedar pretty late ytd so i didnt get to see any teacher at all.i saw the debaters though!all the babies.and so.the baton's been passed on once again.another mummy love,another daddy love,many other baby loves and all.(com'on everyone now)AWWW.

i have something against aggressive people.i dont know why.

oh well.anyway i just got facebook.guess why.cos jeremy told me to support him in his fight against CJ.what a reason.so anyway.cos im too lazy to add people to my friends,my friends being what friends are supposed to be,should add me! (:

this is a short post.bye.

loves.

2007-08-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

im sick

life's so problematic.so many equations to solve.so much calculation to do.HL maths so troublesome.bahh bahh black sheep.i havent done anything all day except slack around,go bak kwa researching,laugh like a mad woman,sing songs,pretend to have a female boyfriend,sleep,break a key,make extra keys,devise sneaky plans,do preppy clothing shopping,do bimbo things.YEAH!that's all i did today.how meaningless yet productive.i love my life.
ohhh and MALINA!you dont havta pay me back for the dress.it'd be your super super super belated birthday!im glad it comes in handy.wheeee.the dress is super cool.go get a skinny tie to go with it!have you any wool.

and so today we were at the hub holding the interview and then somehow we starting talking nonsense and laughing.then when SYIRR went to lunch with her friends and malina went to ALTER HER SKIRT, i fell asleep on the small small sofa bench thing in the admin room.MARIAM having nothing to do,sat on the roller chair and plugged in my mp3 player.i like spending my afternoons like that without any worries.JUST LIKE THAT (: and i swear syirr's a farting machine.she farts non-stop,on-cue.GEE.malina's ultimate bim and marr is just,the protector, our angel!oh man i miss hanging out with all of them.we havta do this more often.I WANT! (:

TESSA's right.our school should close down.i wanna go travel around the world.but first i want to lift up a chair in the LT and carry it out.dont ask me why.i dont know why too.heh.actually i wanna say i love you to many people too.that's so important.I LOVE YOU!oh man.i love my popo.and my ah ma.and daddy and mummy and bea and nat and AHHH see so many already.

i cant wait for the next two years to come.im holding some expectations already.MARK's right.so many things are gonna happen.i guess i was excited about this progression of life since friday.God will enter our land.He's gonna make his presence known.THANK YOU LORD (: i love you too!

loves.

2007-08-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

I THINK I SLEEP SO MUCH I MIGHT JUST DIE

from an overdose of sleep.yeah.BAHH.im such a retard.actually dying my sleep aint that bad an idea after all.at least i dont know that im dead already.LOL.

i went for a close to 4km jog with my cousin, Joel yesterday in the evening after that heavy rain.it was a good run.i didnt even stop!i ran away my stitch.heh.but well because there isnt very much to do when you jog, i basically decided to pray,to talk to God.i actually really needed to ask God for help cos while i was running i lost the heel base of both shoes in the first 2km of the jog.my calves,my heels and my knees were aching.seriously,without the grace of God i wouldve died.i prolly wouldve stopped after the 2km.BUT I PERSEVERED!and covered twice that distance (: i think i've gained it all back cos i tend to over eat over the weekends.

im fat.leave me alone you stupid lumps of fat.SHOO.

loves.fats not!

2007-08-09T17:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

many happy birthdays going out cos it's not only about Singapore turning 42 this year.but hey! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY y'all (: it's been a wonderful day.of sleep, of rest and of SHOPPING!yes you heard me right.*holler*SHOPPING!!

it's like the peak of all the sales now cos almost everything's at its cheapest around this period.you might not have as much choice when you go to certain branded apparel shops cos all the stock was swept away at the beginning of the sale period but fret not cos you get extremely good prices now which kinda makes you forget that you've got a smaller selection to choose from.

well i guess i point has been made.GO SHOPPING PEOPLE!!

retail therapy really does help get your mind off nonsense.well it helps me at least.i think i think far too much.NOT GOOD NOT GOOD.blahhh.it helps me forget about all the homework i have too but that's not the most important point.RETAIL THERAPY IS GOOD!for everyone except the one that's paying (:

and i hate my lousy wireless connection.it dies sometimes.BOOO.

loves.

2007-08-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

Title:
RESULTS OF THE AMANDA DETECTOR

DOI No:
doi:10.1142/9789812702227_0066

Source:
HIGH ENERGY PHYSICS, ICHEP 2004

Copyright:
World Scientific Publishing Co. Pte. Ltd.

Author(s):
PH. OLBRECHTS Vrije Universiteit Brussel, Dienst ELEM, B-1050 Brussels, Belgium FOR THE AMANDA COLLABORATION

Abstract:
The Antarctic Muon And Neutrino Detector Array (AMANDA) is a high-energy neutrino telescope based at the geographic South Pole. The primary goal of this detector is the observation of astronomical sources of high-energy neutrinos. This paper shows the latest results of the search for νμs emitted from point sources and νμs from dark matter annihilation in the Earth and the Sun.

Full Text:
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TOC:
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how cool's this!i've got a telescope named after me.lol.

loves.

2007-07-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

amanda's lazy.

yup.very lazy.i dont wanna edit my TOK essay, redo my ECONS IA, MATRICES and whatever else.lol.too many BIG pieces of homework.BAHHH.im frustrated.im so upset.i wish i had a homework machine to finish up all my IAs for me.but apparently not.maybe i shouldve gone to a jc instead.only 1 exam to take.the rest dont matter.lol.oh wells.but it's ok.i love school now.i'm quite glad i ended up where i am.the friends the experience,touch rugby.yup.all good (:

oh yes.now im the most violent player in my team.ROAR!hear my wrath!lol.oh wells.my whacks are damn hard.and loud.but then again,i realise it's supposed to be tap.LOL.some girl smashed herself into me and broke her nose.a few girls apparently 'tripped' over my feet when i tapped them and fell down in front of me.stupid girls.but anyway,my coaches say that i'm ready for contact rugby already and i was told to tackle maye at training on thurs.lol.

loves.

2007-07-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

and the london bridge

comes crashing down.on me.i guess it's about time it dawned on me that well,it just wasnt meant to be.i've tried so many times over the past 4 years,even until now,but alas! the letter is undelivered.the thoughts unconveyed.the struggles uncalled for.my stupidity,undeniable.

this is what it is.NO MORE.NO MORE.i will not give in any longer.i will let go and yes.i must.

no.im not into drugs or any other vice you think i might indulge in.i am very law abiding.im a very good.citizen i must say.so proud of me! (:

i dont like doing econs ia.actually i hate econs.my most unfavourite subject though it's still quite,muggable.these sorta subjects are easy to study for but econs is booooooring.i kinda only take up econs so im not ignorant nor get cheated in the future when it comes to such matters but why would anyone want to cheat me about market structure?dumb.i think robbers tend to be a lil too simple minded sometimes.so i dont really think theyd be well vesersed in market stucture or the ppc or the theory of firms and the economies of scale.bahh.

what a queer queer world we live in!

loves.

2007-07-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

QUEER QUEER.

this world.hmmm.Singapore,for that matter is getting weirder.there are like so many weird bloggers in Singapore.not like they just popped out of no where but i kinda like just gotta know about them.i did a brief scan of all their blogs and their contents and well, understood how or why they actually got famous.in short, these people are not quite the norm in the society we exist in.i guess this is why people get interested in them or visit their blogs to get a good laugh for that matter.HAHA.

to avoid getting slammed somehow, i guess it's important for me to remain diplomatic as i attempt to express my disagreement with certain of such acts.i cant say these people are abnormal cos their genes/chromosomes/chromatids are prolly not mutated or reproducing at alarming rates.so i guess not quite the social norm's a pretty apt word.yup.give me a PR job man.

bahhh.this is so tiring.well, i just think some of these bloggers are so disgusting.ahaha.there's nothing i dislike more than people blogging in 'ah-lian/ah-beng' english.it's not even Singlish.it's more than a lah.it's a lahx or a lahz.to think i even blogged that way when i was in secondary 2.oh,how distant that seems.reminiscing's pretty fun.(ok that's off tangent.)back to our 's', 'z', 'x' spamming friends.it that isn't bad enough for you, they dont even type in grammatically sound sentences.i shant even quote cos it's pretty embarrassing.tsk tsk.i wonder what these people did back then in english class while they were still in primary school.maybe they were being a tad too curious and well, though they might be a lil' creative and swop the words in their sentences around or call girls 'he's.lol.guess their small lil creative games became a habit after all.boy, all the negative externalities-disgusting blogs-for not listening in english class.ahaha.oh and im sure when we first start speaking english or learning the english language, the first word we're introduced to is not the 'f' starting four letter bad word.in that case, why do they have to use that word in almost every alternate line?note to "famous" blogger: geee.you must be one angsty teen.lol.come on, there are only so few things (that would refer to homo sapiens only if you get my point) you can shag in this world.tsk.

ah.PHOTOS! why do all of them like SELF-camwhoring so much?im sure i'd be able to understand if they take many photos WITH their friends cos after all those small short moments are extremely precious.but, i dont really see the point if they take lone pictures of themselves in posed, provocative, come-get-me-but-i-dont-want-you-to poses.lol.queer people. i think very soon Singapore will be pretty prostitute free cos nowadays people dont even need to pay.but then again this is a very general comment and doesnt necessarily apply to any issue specifically.

ok.so blogging is one thing,how about videos or podcasts.i, for one have watched a video of this noctorious blogger (not in the sense of violence but in that of shamelessness) who attempted to refute and justify all claims that were made of him by another certain famous blogger.(this other blogger i kinda appreciate cos i agree with a lot of what she says.kinda.)it was quite a pathetic rebuttal i must say cos from a ex-debater's point of view you dont prove your point by insulting the other party!when someone says that you're overly attention seeking and basically cannot-make-it (cmi in short), you dont try to say you're not by simply saying that the other sucks.(do take note that it's 'you suck!' and not 'you sucks' or 'you sux' whichever way you like your 'suck' to be.) and something else people who like to do podcasts and videos should take note of, is that you need to watch your pronunciation.when you insult someone, awful pronunciation will cause you to fail in your aim to insult the other. Example: You are so ur-gry (note: ugly)! if i were the person you were insulting, that would definitely set me off. im pretty easily amused you see.

So yeah. blogs and how others blog are just some of the social phenomenons we see today.but what is the bigger picture to see?at the end of the day, these "famous" bloggers (or so we call them), are just really very normal people just like us. maybe not so cos they are, after all, "famous". maybe their just slightly more petty, and bitchy, and attention-seeking. humans like to spot differences. anything that's not quite the norm is good enough for them to pay attention to. this occurs even if this difference is well, bad. what a sad sad world we live in. all these people who delight in mutations. oh, how i worry for the future of Singapore. oh, woe. oh yeah, in case i forgot to mention earlier, ive actually never seen a more petty and bitchy guy than the blogger i mentioned earlier. the one who cant insult properly.lol.i think you all deserve the right to view that video. it's on youtube.com anyway. he should thank me instead for this free advertisement.ahaha. well, i guess enough of criticism for the night. i better stop blogging and start on my EE proposal now.rarrr.

think hard.
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Celeste, Chen. Celestechen.Com. 18 July 2007. 19 July 2007. http://www.celestechen.com .
Steven, Lim. Youtube.Com. 17 July 2007. 19 July 2007. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riBS5cURFRI .
Wendy, Chen. Blogger.Com. 17 July 2007. 19 July 2007. http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com .

2007-07-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

not a loser anymore.

I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS TODAY!like finally.lol.i hereby declare i'm no longer a loser anymore.HA!

and by God's grace, i managed to do well for my mid-years.yay!

i am fat and lazy.short-tempered and ugly.erm.they dont really think but they do make sense.heh.well the point is that im dont wanna type a long entry.yup!

loves.

2007-07-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

locked in.

amazingly,unexpectedly,shockingly,disastrously,freddie,shuib and i got locked in after our meeting on monday even though we though we left at 10 which was our usual decent time.heh.we only decided to leave when Shuib was like, "Wah.so late.10 o'clock already."ahaha.to think before that we just forgot about time totally.ahaha.

guess what we were talking about.

there we had freddie saying that he was my best friend (and yes he is) and that he has known me for 8 years already.then there i was telling shuib that i'd rather have him as my best friend cos we both hate cats and dogs and we both think that cats are evil.yay!we share many common views you see.well the whole talk about best friends arose when we were told about this 'My Best Friend' competition organised for national day this year.take a picture with your best friend,give a caption for it,and then do a write up as to why this person is your best friend.and since you're allowed unlimited number of entries,we decided that we could take pictures with each other in the exco.that would be 11! .yup.that would only be possible if we could catch joshua out of army though.yup.cant remember if 1st prize's a thousand bucks or 600.nonetheless.still money!ahaha.

so anyway.guess how we got out.

WE CLIMBED OVER THE FENCE.ok.maybe the we part isnt so shocking cos fred and shuib have prolly jumped over many before but ME!!hello?it's like ME climbing over a fence.how queer.lol.i was practically screaming the whole time.still funny i guess.and like of the 3 of us,im the only one that got a cut on my palm.booo.but it looks lik it's healing.just.fine.now.during the whole climbing over process,this old uncle walked past,looked at us for less than a second and continued on his way.how UN-Singaporean.lol.oh wells.it was a good experience i guess (:

anyway,now even though i owe JJ his ice kachang and something else,freddie owes me a meal from Village!ahaha.now he cannot deny anymore.im such a lucky fat bitch.heh

loves.

2007-06-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

fulfilling my promise.

yes.im blogging!!and the exams are finally over for me.period.oh whee.im really happy.but i think im gonna start slacking already.which is really bad cos ive still got quite a bit of work to do.rarrr.this is upsetting.never mind.i shall forget that sadness for a bit and tell you about my happy yesterday.it was really good.there was this joy in me that was bursting.incredible aint it.

well it all started with me feeling tired and not wanting to walk up the slope to my classroom.so i told my dad to drop me off at the roundabout instead.then,i was too lazy to walk up the staircase to my classroom and i decided why not join fireAC today.and then i did.i walked to the malfunction water fountain and joined tessa and the fireAC people that morning.somehow,for a reason of which i dont really know,i felt this bursting joy,this feeling that told me that ive made the correct decision to join them that very morning.as kenneth shared about how thankful he was and all,the singing,the praying and how i thought i was losing my leg,i too felt very thankful for the seemingly coincidental act of me attending fireAC that morning and being able to experience God's presence.it is in fact really good to start the day of with God aint it (:

then the bio people all sat together after morning assembly to study.it was fun.it was a good time of study and i spotted about 3 questions that appeared in the SL paper alright.this is God's grace at work.ah ha!and then our papers were pretty managable if we actually studied that is.so YAY!

that afternoon,tessa and i had lunch at new york new york and tessa ate!she ate about half a basket of onion rings and 4 fries.she counted.ahaha.but at least she ate and kept it in.yup.after lunch we headed down to town and decided check out the movie timings for tranformers.the timings were pretty ok but the length of the show was too long and we wouldnt end in time to go for love MG and so we didnt watch it in the end.but hey!no regrets about that.it actually gives us a good excuse to plan a class gathering to go watch transformers together!ahaha.we are planning ahead already.tuesday is a good day.it really is.hmmm.we'll see (:

love MG was good.i was made to consider where i actually was when it came to Christ.now i know (:

well yes.yesterday was a good day and so was today.

i went to barker funfair with cherissa and celesta and we had a lot of fun just hanging out together.we love the air con.full-stop.the sun was so big and it was so hot!ahh.we almost died of dehydration just by pespiring alone.we spent most of our funfair money on food.oh wait.in fact we spent all of it on food alone!ahaha.well 10 bucks on a box of eclaires.yup.we could have bought another 5 cups of chingchow with that money.lol.how queer.we made weird comparisons and we laughed at the weirdest things and did the weirdest things too.like how things were in sec2.heh.it was a lot of fun and im happy.still very thankful for this day.

anyway i went for youth at changi today and i guess it was pretty ok.something's that feasible enough to continue for weeks on (: good job guys!and i hope more people can come join us from now on! it'd be good.i had claypot rice and congee for dinner today and boy!was it good.lol.happy me.

bye!

2007-06-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

i promised to blog today.but i cant.im sorry.i shall do so tomorrow. (:

2007-06-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

the exams are coming.

i need to study.i really do.there's so much to cover!!and i dont think i can remember everything i study.ahhh.HOW?

why do i feel as though im about to retake my o levels just that i dont have 3 months to prepare for it.lol.this kinda feels really bad.where's my honeymoon year?!all the seniors that lie.rarrr.

STUDY STUDY STUDY.booo.im so upset.i think i might die.ive been told that im being lazy by only typing short posts.hmmm.i shall type a long one this time then.ive got 50 minutes to do so,so i guess i better churn out a much longer one.i shall attempt to squeeze every single day of my life so far dry till there are enough words.yay!

oh yes.ive yet to update about touch rugby camp which happened a week ago.that was really fun.we all bonded a lot (: well no doubt not everyone can stand everyone but we still did have a lot of fun in our respective groups.on wednesday,we had 2 training sessions.the first in the morning from 1030am to 1230pm.we started of with the usual jog and DFs.dynamic something,i cant remember.ahaha.then we did circuit training: running,jumping,passing,all the touch rugby essentials.then!shane told jill to run a figure of 8 on the half field and she clocked 55 secs.pretty quick dont you agree.and then as i was trying to shy away and hide and try my hardest to make myself inconspicuous,shane offered me the same opportunity.i did the same thing and thank goodness my timing wasnt all.that.bad.but,as i was walking off to probably get a sip of water,i puked.like BLEUGH.and it all came out.ahaha.thank goodness i hadnt taken breakfast that morning or else my puke wouldve been more colourful and well.interesting i might say ((: the training with the HOT HOT SUN gave me a terrible headache for the rest of the day.my head pounded and pounded and POUNDED.wheee.ough.that night,we were made to drink weird concoctions that were JUST WEIRD.ahaha.but MY GROUP WON.yeeah!
the next day,we had morning training when we were made to play old english games like leap frog and wheelbarrow.and then we had to roll all over each other.HmMmM eh.yup yup.the coaches just wanted nice pictures to take.yup.ahaha.weird.they think funny lah!well.quite.lol.and then we had lunch and then we rested and rested and rested and then warmed up for our friendly tournament with MI, IJC and NJC.it was fun.but we suffered from bruises.aha.well.this certain person from this certain school with big fluffy hair,big body and all gave me one.i tapped her pretty hard and she decided to trip over my calve and fell down.like humpty dumpty.while she stood up again like nothing happend,i ended up with this ugly looking bruise on my calve.GEE.i am AANGRY.not really.lol.that night we slept late and talked and cheryl thought of joining a gang just to make tim gay buy her waffles.interesting.we just slacked the third day away.

TODAY WAS PRETTY INTERESTING.
i went for sakae buffet with brenn,yingwah,ken,baba,xianbin,don,nigel and deborah.it was pretty fun cos i got high on myself.we painted brenn's nails cos they're so extremely long and nice.now every SINGLE nail has a different colour.and funny being the face shop doesnt provide nail polish remover!ahaha.so brenn went home like that.then we were at topman looking at all the oh-so-nice hoodies.i want!!and brenn got.ahahaha.never mind.ive got my esprit one and my polka dotted one!!lalala.bet ure jealous.ha!and checks are the new in design.thou shalt all wear checks from now on! ((:

loves.

toodles~!

ps. i spent more than 50 mins on this post.more like 1 hour 40 mins.twice the time.lol.must be the tv.yay!

2007-06-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

it's time.

aiyee.to blog.to yes.sadly.STUDY.ahahaha.

I HAVE STARTED ON WORK ALRIGHT!

oh yay.i'm not very lazy.yes yes.i do insist on that very much.but heyy you cant expect me to get adjusted back that quickly especially after just coming back from a 2-week-long holiday which included a lot of fun with the kids up in the village, a whole lot of sight-seeing and yes yes, i'm coming to that part already. A WHOLE LOT OF SHOPPING!lol.wheee.

ahhh.it's late.i dont feel like sharing too much of my life with you today.i shall go sleep NOW.yay.goodnight! (:

toodles~

2007-06-01T23:32:00.001+08:00

GREETINGS!

ahhh.oep was a good one.there were so many new friendships made,friendships mended,relationships developed.it was heartwarming (:

ive changed my perspective on many things.somehow.there were many factors that eventually led to that.many.hmmm.let me begin by sharing what ive learnt.

1. water's very important.EXTREMELY important.no water,no bath,no washing of anything,no waterfall to play in.maybe even no hot bodies of my classmates to look at ((:

2. the poor need not look poor to be poor but we can observe that they actually do need help.

3. mutual understanding is very important when it comes to friendship. if you dont see each other's point, unrevolved dsagreements arise. but i guess. a sorry's really important.

now i cant remember very much anymore.but we did have a lot of fun as a class.i love them now.somewhat.i do of course remember JEREMY getting scratched and scolded for buying the lalas for us.BAEY being the target of gay affection.DARYL being called Yao Ming just cos he's tall. (which resulted in him being possibly the most popular guy among the kids) and thanks for the cow you painted to pass time as we made ice cream!NAT for being undisputably the prettiest among all.and erm.complimenting my soft tongue.lol.TESSA for being the most wholesome, sweetest and subtly meanest of all.haha.TEK for being much quieter,but still animated yet eye candy #1 nonetheless.ahaha.BEN for his amusing laughter and one liners.and yes.eye candy #2.KENNETH for stealing my babies and thinking that they want him more than they want me.and thanks a million for the massages (: ohh and last but not least,eye candy #3.ZZ for his card tricks which dont always work.JASON for translating the chinese words to english for the blog.KYLE for loving his bread and water and of course for not hitting me when i woke you up from your sleep.(sorry!)YIHANG!for being the coolest dude on the bus ever.his one liners own ben's flat.ahaha.and thanks for my buff shot too.DAXTER for not being able to wake up upon our arrival at the airport in our pretty comfy bus.IVAN SURYA and his super coolio pink glittered strawberry cream shirt.that.was DAMN SEX (: SWAN YEE for being there to make up for the mummy character among all the little babies.and for lending me your lips.ahaha.JULIANNA for well,bringing all the laughter and craziness into our room.thanks for tolerating my laughter!AHAHA.CLEMENT for the happiness he brings to...well we all know who (: kiss kiss eh.TRICIA for teaching me how to use the washing machine to wash clothes.JAY for being there.as a means of entertainment as well.sounds familiar eh.THEODORE!!omg.this trip would not have been the same without you.really.you're so cute drunk.i'm sure everyone agrees (: DONGLIANG for being another one that's not to be missed.man.this is one amazing guy.aieeesh.ahaha.i'm SO glad you were there.YUNZI for snapping away so ferociously and possibly capturing some shots i wouldnt want you to.ahaha.VALENTINO for his johnny cash voice.MUKI for being there i guess.

this was a very important trip for all of us.as individuals.as a class.as friends.and yes.we've grown.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

*my eye candy is defined by a nice sideview and yes.THE JAWBONE (: nice defined angular jaw.oh yes.6 pecs are good but then again.they dont walk around topless you see.ahaha ;)

2007-05-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

my voice is very high.

yes yes.and so ive been told.lol.when i did the announcement on the platform last thursday, i was told that my voice is very high pitched.ahaha.but thank goodness.sales were not affected by it. (: we still earned a lot of money.

think of all the cash. think taiwan only needs half that amount. think of all the things that 5.07's gonna do with that extra cash. think possible bbq in taiwan. think happy people. think this might actually be real. * BIG SMILE*

so anw.back to my voice.

this thursday,i participated in the finals of Lee Li Eng Chinese Public Speaking Competition 2007.for the prepared speech, i spoke about my superman-my Ah Gong.and then for the spontaneous speech,i was give the topic - the starting point.surprisingly,the judges said that i did better in the spontaneous one.lol.oh wells.i guess by God's grace i managed to organise my thoughts into coherent sentences and express them in fluent CHINESE sentences.notice i stress on chinese.lol. (: as for the results,you guys probably know already.or else.go find out yourself.ahaha.

this weekend is definitely the most hectic weekend so far.ive got maths portfolio, practical report and m history ia to complete.RARRR.why all due on monday.booo.dont like.i guess i'll feel much better on monday.YAY!and im so not bring any work to do in taiwan or hong kong.shop shop shop.eat eat eat!SLACK!yes.im only less than 48 hours away from joy and the clock's ticking.happy happy me.off i go to do my practical report! (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-05-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

what is this.

huh huh.what is this.who do you think you are.

ahahaha.im so random.this life is so weird.i barely know what it really is about.i might go mad thinking about it.so many people step in and out.they leave and enter like there was no barrier to entry.guess my life's no longer personal.it doesnt only belong to me.even if i decided to be autistic for a day so that i could retreat into myself and be all protected for a day,it would never be possible cos people would just think that im simply being rude or dao for that matter.

cant anyone simply be who they want themselves to be.this world,our surroundings,the people, are all sculpting and moulding us to be of one likeness.believe or not, there might actually be a common trait among every single person in this world. THIS.is very scary.

AHHH.
IM SPECIAL NO MORE.rarrr.
i think i might go mad just thinking about this.maybe i should stop.actually.not like thinking would change anything.ah well. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-05-06T18:23:00.000+08:00

AHAHA.

i think i might get lost.in this maze of politics.maybe play a game of legends of the hidden temple.

get caught by a temple guard.but will i have the token to set myself free?

watch your back.HA!you're caught.

maybe the game will stop someday.or is it not even a game.maybe this is real.what is the truth that lies in this reality.or would you rather call it superficiality.i wonder if our face makes us.or is it the bones.maybe flesh.AHHH.who are you.am i me.i guess this aint no wonderland.dont you wish you were alice.or maybe even bubble boy.cinderella if you like.i want my fairytale.would you be my fairy godmother?

ive got a wish.for you to want me too.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-04-27T20:09:00.000+08:00

TESTS!!rarrr.

everything's coming all at one go!!argh.ive got 4 tests next week.namely:biology, economics, history, as wells as chinese.so techinically it's 3 tests.but who cares.it's still just as many.

this is so gonna be a mugging weekened.and i really dont like it.WHY??i like need to hand in my second draft for my econs IA, of which i really need to re-do, also.i suck.ive gotso much to study cos ive kinda come to the realisation that that though ive been listening really hard in classes, i dont really know anything.stupid me.

but im still happy.ive got nice PE shorts that most people dont have.ive got the full 30 points for NAPFA, for like the FIRST time in my life.ahahaha.our rugby guys beat SAJC.

there's a holiday next tuesday.yay(!) a mugging i shall go.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

you're so stupid and oblivious,you'll probably never realise how i really feel.even if you knew,it probably doesnt matter to you.im sorry for poking my nose into so many things.teach me to let go like you do.thank you.

2007-04-22T20:18:00.000+08:00

homework update anyone?

ah ha!ive finished my mock IOP already.ahahahahaha.i am SOOOO happy.a lil' less stressed i guess.but BIOLOGY sucks my memory out of me.ahhh.i wish i were a computer.then i'll be able to store lotsa stuff in my brain (: i want to be a major infomation storage container.then i'll be a guaranteed 42-pointer.wheee.the thought of that excites me.

oh wait.how does an excited computer behave?hmmm.

this week has been pretty good.so many free periods.but somehow.ive been really drained.by i dont know what.for i dont know what as well.im confused.im suicidal too.lol.at a certain point of the week,wednesday i believe,i wanted to be knocked down by a car.a car that would come so stealthily i would not have heard it or have any time to react.BOOM!then i'd be at the hospital.either at the brink of death.or just injured.for that matter.i wonder why.maybe i want to find out whether people would visit me at the hospital or not.maybe i just want to take a break from school and i just need a legitimate reason to do so.maybe im just.suicidal.lol.

oh wells.back to studying i go.trigo confuses me.so hey hey BIO here come! (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-04-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

maybe the inner nerd in me is really coming out.

ive come to a realisation after a brief conversation with an IB senior of mine that im not expected to be working hard as of yet.by right, im supposed to be partying and probably slack.i guess.well.apparently im not.ive finished my econs IA draft already.haha.but i havent done my mock IOP powerpoint yet.oh wells.ive not done the more urgent one yet.i feel really lazy.i'll do it later.i hope. (:

i borrowed tim gay's lu xun to do my mock IOP on friday hoping to complete it by last night but ive yet to touch it till now.and amazingly at 6pm today,i found my own lu xun. ((: wheee.guess i was meant to do it in the end.rarrr.ohhh.and i think tim gay has nice handwriting.it's cute. (: ahahaha.im high now.i just ate a lot.so im feeling bloated and fat.i think i'm gonna gain 2 kg.ahhh.i wish i were a kid now.then i can lose all the 'baby' fat when i kinda grow up and all.lol.im such a retard.maybe being emo is driving me crazy.

ive reached emo breaking point.i am no longer sad.which is good i guess.ive kinda lost touch with my emotions.dont know what im feeling now.dont know what to do with whatever happens around.i guess all i feel is high now.it's like im on drugs now.some chemical reaction in my body that 'creates' this drug in me.that numbs my everything.like anaesthesia for emotions.well at least im sane,depending on what you definition of sane actually i guess.haha.im really retarded.or i probably hope i am.then i wont understand anything,wont feel very much of anything,wont do very much about anything.be pretty happy and all cos everyone's attention is directed at me.yay(!)

all in all.i guess im happier now.let me help you if youre emo.please.i just really want to be someone you can relate to.emo sucks.but if you share it with me it wont suck half as much.really.smile at me would you. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-04-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

alternating the weeks.

im up.then im down.then when im finally up again, i hit rock bottom once again.i feel my lowest when emo peaks.ironic aint it.oh wells.im confusing myself like a RETARD.somehow,i wish i were really a dumb 'blonde'.at least i wouldnt think,let alone think too much.ha!wont life be much easier than.

i wonder why we need knowledge then.damn adam and eve for eating the forbidden fruit.lol.if they hadnt acquired knowledge we wouldnt have to spend money on clothes,we'd all b planting fruit trees,we wouldnt even havta worry much about anything else cos life is totally in place.rarrr.

i wish i never felt much emotions.i wish i had a higher threshold for receiving care and niceness.then i wouldnt be thinking so much.ahhh.i shall go emo now. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-04-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

camp resilience

first of all,i wanna say a HUGE THANK YOU to the whole EXCO as well as the campers.let me start off with the EXCO.you guys are the best man. (: we've been through so much s*** for this,got into confusions and all but we pulled it off!yay!ok maybe ive been a dumb 'blonde' at times but hey!you guys had fun teasing me alright.lol.oh my.im starting to miss you guys already.ahhh.we need to spend more McDonald's nights together.wheee.that was so fun.lol.sleeping on the benches there and having supper at 2am.lol.oh wells.i guess i just dont like staying at home.but still,i so agree that we've bonded so much during this whole event and i really hope our dynamics would be even better after this. (: well.once again,THANKS EXCO!

now on to the campers.HEY!you guys were the ones that this camp was planned for and i really want to thank all of those who attended this camp and participated actively.you guys are the bomb! (: really.thanks for enjoying the camp and i really hope that you guys would follow through with us.THANKS!

to everyone:this may be the first Camp Resilience, but i believe there'll be more to come and they'd be even better! (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-03-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

fatigue.

im tired.
im bummed.
im emo.
im not me.

oh man.maybe being tired makes you EXTRA emo.not only feeling bummed or disappointed or depressed makes you emo alright.but im experiencing both.which kinda sucks.it's like extra extra EXTRA emo.

tessa and i got emo today at the same time.somehow.impromtu.im emo till now.cute huh.we started getting emo after we got our lunch and went to sit and eat.we put down our food.washed our hands.went back to consume our food.the moment our butts hit the sit and we said our grace,we fell silent and no more words were exchanged.all we did was to stare at our noodles as they entered our mouths to be assimilated.at the stall,i had already told ben that i was taking the chopsticks and spoons for him and jim.guess that fell on deaf ears or he hadnt cared.they came back with their food shortly with an extra set of utensils EACH.the reason being they thought that i might've poisoned their utensils.that pissed me off real bad cos i was emo already.i flung the chopsticks and spoons i had collected on the table and went back to my food.i said nothing.i was stoning and caught up with my thoughts when suddenly ben asked me why i was so emo,just staring and eating my food.i gave him a weak smile and continued.that surprised me cos even jim my best friend (since i dont know when) didnt even notice that i was feeling down and yet ben who ive only known for 2 months noticed.good observation skills there. (: so anyway,i just carried on with my food.and when i finished,i muttered that i needed more food.jim kinda wondered since when needing more food was part of my dictionary.ha.i walked tot he prata stall to get my rice thing but there was none.rarrr.i walked back and started sucking on my ching chow.that made even more emo cos i was staring into blank space due to the fact that there was nothing else to do.then at 1432h,tessa and i decided to leave for english remedial class.we didnt know where to go and were walking among the uniform group people.we entered 2 LTs wrongly and we pretty embarrassed.finally we remembered that it was at one of the classrooms.we went it for a brief 30minutes and were let off.once we step out of the classroom.we emo-ed.or rather continued with it.we then went on to look for people to go for ice cream with us.no one would.no one had the time to.so off we went.emo-ing away.we too bus 74 to the daily scoop for ice cream on a nice warm brownie. (: that made us happy.but we still emo-ed.as we did,we talked,for about 2 hours.it was good to know we could support each other when it comes to such matters. ((:

this has been emo week.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-03-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

the 21st century.

you know what everyone tells you about the 21st century, about everyone being more open to matters, everyone being less conservative or conventional, everyone different from the past.HA!

nonsense.

all the talk about that is all but what our society really is.the example used most commonly would be that of the girl and guy relationship.like how guys and girls are at equal standing, how now even girls should take the initiative when it comes to romantic relationships.not that i think it's a bad thing, but i've seen and experienced so much that i'm discouraged to do so or even resistant towards this ideal.

guys like to say that they appreciate brave girls who make the first move, but this often results in the guy not appreciating the girl as much when they get together and him not being as determined to make the relationship work.SEEE.the guy has to work for what he wants and if he gets it, he'll feel a sense of achievement and belonging towards the girl.only then will he make sure that this relationship lasts at all cost so that his effort put in before would not go to waste.

i guess i probably sound like a scorned reject.but it's only my opinion. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandaslovesyou

2007-03-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

mean lil' me.

I'M SUCH A MEAN PERSON.
I LAUGH AT PEOPLE WITH BAD FAKE ACCENTS.
yes.it was so so.bad.

i'm sorry ):
i promise i'll try to control next time.
i've tied a ribbon to my finger to remind myself not to. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-03-13T21:12:00.000+08:00

height.

i wish i were tall.or at least taller.then my body would be longer.and my fats would be stretched.then i would look slimmer. ((: makes a lot of sense doesnt it.cos im short and stout-y,my fats are all consolidated.therefore they're more visible.i see so many folds.lol.

I WANNA BE TALL!

i wanna be an air stewardess.dont you think it's so cool to be paid to fly?i like serving people so that's not an issue.but.RARRR!im not tall enough.booo ): life's just not fair.so since i cant be an air stewardess,i decided that id be a news anchor instead.after all i get to sit on a high chair and report news.my height wouldnt be an issue anymore. ((:

i think im just pampered,lazy and spoilt.i dont even wanna work hard to earn my own keep.i guess now we all know why i actually wanted to be a tai tai.a rich one at that.i get to collect money from my rich gong gong.make myself pretty and slim.and eat all that i want at the same time.buy all that i want,not worry about cash being a problem.being able to afford as many children as i want.et cetera.

anyway.i would like to declare that BOBBIE JEN and AMANDA CHUA are the official CAMERA DARLINGS of the ACS(Independent) Youth Leaders Summit. yup yup.throughout the whole powerpoint video,there were 4 pictures of us in total.more than any other group of people. (: wheee.we were cam whoring without doing it ourselves.haha!arent you so jealous.

OHH.and i dont really like holidays cos i get more homework than a normal school week.ESSAYS!!rarrr.

well well.it's still the holidays anyway.ENJOY YOURSELVES PEOPLE!!takkaire (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-03-04T18:07:00.000+08:00

busy busy me. ((:

i like being busy.somehow.gives me a great sense of achievement after ive done it all.lol.i sound like a workaholic.but actually not. (: i slack during the normal working hours or others and start doing my english oral commentary at 12am then sleep at 230am.i think im crazy.ohh wells.at least i finished my work right! this week has been pretty cool.ive had about 2 non-lesson schooldays.so slack. ((: i love being in an independent school.lol.i love the holidays especially.lalala.

but work is CRAZEE.ohh wells.guess i'll get used to it SOMEHOW.i have to,right.

but i had a lot of fun at the campteen alumni exco retreat yesterday.we went crazy.as usual.dealing with perfectly decent matters.but somehow.our minds were thwarted.with i dont know whats.well.shuib was so SUPER SUPER CUTE!!he was like ultimate anti-climax.lol.every move he took or every sound he made was just so retarded.so.funny. ((: then ada was the flea.ahmad just called her that.he's damn mean.lol.i was pretty off too.i was super slow.they told jokes and i laughed only 1 minute later.that's how slow i was.rarrr.but we all had fun alright.ohh.and the first time since forever i saw freddie.lol.like since the last time i was supposed to meet him for my ice kachang and he ps-ed me i havent talked to him since yesterday.lol.basically it was just nice to see all of them again after such a long long long time and im just super glad we're all gonna be working together again.wheee.i miss them all.i miss you, you and YOU! ((:

ohh wells.this week had been pretty.cool i'd say.somethings beyond my wildest imaginations have happened and emotions ive never emoted in a long long time just came back.i feel like another person already.holidays ARE therapeutic. ((:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-02-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA

it's been more than a week since i blogged and i know it's kinda late but you cant really blame me since im celebrating CNY as well. ((: i had so much fun stuffing myself with bak kwa and drinking green tea.lol.I LOVE BAK KWA!so anyway.there were the standard things that happened during CNY like collecting red packets and chatting and laughing and eating some more.bak kwa maybe.but this CNY holiday was super extended for me.guess my school decided to stay true to the 'chinese' part of our school name and gave us one more day of holiday when the rest of Singapore had to go back to school or work,for that matter.

so since the people in my school had a day off,Tessa and i decided at 8pm the night before Wednesday to call up everyone in our class to go to Sentosa! (: in the end we only managed to secure 7-9 of us.lol.but it was still pretty good considering that .16 was a pretty small group as well.but HEYY.even though it was a really small group,we still had our own fun,and own burns probably.it still hurts alright.and im swimming tomorrow when my arm can barely move.ha!

so yup.ive got a few PRETTY interesting photos i guess.

first hints of cam-whoring for the day.qiang commented that theo's head was so big is blocked his.so mean!!lol.

we have the happy.

and of course we have those who dont look so happy.probably cos it saps the life out of her. or so she says.

dont you love BIG RETRO sunglasses too?im so gonna get a pair of aviators.rarrr ((:

it started of with ben qiang and i deciding to take a picture and butler walks past and said that we outcast him so he started sulking and hid behind.then he smiles and TA-DAH!

i cant really remember what he was trying to do but whatever it was,it sure disgusted the person behind him.lol.

it's just Hadi.usual stuff.probably with extra burns. (: he was all prepared to sleep in that position already.

passing.passing.and IN IT GOES! (:

2007-02-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

SWIMMING

makes me HAPPY ((: yay!!dont really know why but still.IM HAPPY!!wheeeeee.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CKS!((: we got 1st for medley relay even though no timing was taken.so weird.hehhh.but we still won.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

lalala.can wear new clothes.i still need a new bag.ohh wells.i love bak kwa.and red packets.and bak kwa and house visiting.so fun! (:

anyway.im too lazy to blog today but i realised i havent blogged in a week so thought i might as well do so.yay!takkaire y'all!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-02-10T00:29:00.000+08:00

speak to me in chinese like you were a china man.

i got an A1 for HCL.was supposed to hug the madcow but yingwah refused so we didnt do it.rarrr.we broke our pact to hug her once all of us got our A1s.lol.

today i went to school.i didnt pon school alright. (: school was good initially then it took a turn for the worse after recess and then i felt awful.somehow, i couldnt wait to leave english class today.rarrr.that's a bad sign.so anyway.thank goodness after english was pe so i slacked it away.watched the guys play soccer and chatted with mao mao.then left at 12.didnt feel like leaving initially though.

after collecting my results,i cabbed back to school with brenda xianglin and yingwah to collect an appeal form.after which we headed to get some food. (: the prata is so super good!!wheeeee.we had fun eating.and yes yes.congrats to jim whose amaths improved from 18 marks to a B3.he is officially the biggest jumper ever. ((:

after food we went to taka to get brenda's stuff and sat down for dinner.when dinner was done,brenda and i cabbed all the way to hougang so that i could be in time for the debate.although we lost tonight it was a good fight.it was the best debate i had seen in a long time.good job girls!! ((:

guess that has been my day.it has been hectic and tiring.goodnight everyone.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-02-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

SWIMMING!! ((:

im not that out of shape.i think.im not TOO bad i suppose.wheeee.dont think i'll b last right.hmmm.well i hope not at least.

it'd be like totally EMBARRASSING to swim like a freak which i most probably do.rarrr.i think i always embarrass myself.dont know why too.guess i should just laugh it off all time like i do now.i think i dont have an image.ohh wells.now everthing is taken lightly.makes life a whole lot easier. (:

anyway.ive got more swimming on thursday and saturday!!wheeee.lol.we're so gonna get in shape with 'intense' training.i love playing in the water.bloop.bloop~

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou.

2007-02-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

shopping.

i met yingwah,brenn and eugenia today to shop for their new year clothes. (: i finally get to meet up with them after like forever.rarrr.it was fun to shop again.with them that is.

i bought cherry slippers and my grandma's present.pretty happy with my harvest i suppose.

had dinner at Keppel Club just now and im super super full now.ahhh.i need to poooo. (: i think grandma's pretty happy with my present.thank goodness i didnt have to convince her that my present was good like what Luke did.that was super hilarious and i guess we all see a budding salesman. (:

anyway.once i got home i went up to my room and kept 3 pink pigs in the cabinet.i almost cried.im lousy remember?but well.at least i didnt.just felt sad.to think i was stupid enough to believe that that someone would be with me through it all.seeee.LOUSY me.ahhhhhhhhhhhh.guess my past's now in the closet.not gonna take it out anymore.get that scholarship alright. (:

toodles~

maucks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-02-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

missing.

i miss my darlings.i miss leaving school with them everyday.i miss having recess with them everyday.i miss gelare-ing with them.i love low fat apple-pie ice cream!! (: i miss shopping with all of them.i miss them consoling me and getting me through everything.i'm just so glad we're all gonna meet next friday again.we MUST go out.do all the many many things we missed out on.yay!

anyway.ive been so lousy.LOUSY.ive been losing everything.lol.even though i wouldnt consider losing 2kg lousy.hehhh.so basically.i lost my maths textbook and my maths worksheet book.rarrr.lousy me.lose everything.AHHH.my maths textbooks are worth 88 bucks alright!booo.

and im the official CANDY GIRL of my class.not cos im sweet.but rather cos i supply everyone with sweets everyday.lol.ohh wells.

sometimes i wish i had little emotions.sometimes i wish i were more rational.now.i wish i could be a better person. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-01-29T19:54:00.000+08:00

busy busy me.

i realise that i end school after 440pm everyday.that's so.no life.rarrr.i study in school.talk to people.go home.slack around.try to study again.on wednesdays and friday i SAIL!yup.that's the highlight of my week.hehhh.

but then again.sailing has given me 2 bruises already.lol.like one at my arm and the other at my calf.the bruises are REALLY REALLY UGLY.lol.im serious.it basically disfigures me more than i already am.lol.depressing.talk about life being unfair.ha!

so anyway.recently,ive got this friend who says that i look quite buff,independent and tomboyish.hmmm.i could probably agree that im buff,but id never agree to being tomboyish and totally independent.please tell me what you people think please.im confused.

today my friend told me that i can be quite girly,of which i think is a wrong word choice,and later added on that i'll make a presentable (good) girlfriend.my friend thinks so cos im easy to talk to and not clingy.therefore,i can be brought home.afterwards,i told my friend that i could probably put myself up for 'rent' in case any of my male friends out there are being forced to go for matchmaking sessions.lol.yup. (: arent i such a darling.lol.

so i guess my week had been fruitful and im beginning to agree that moving on is the best way to go.to wait without promise for 23 months is painful and i dont intend to get hurt.again that is.so i guess if i havent found THE ONE by then,you could come approach me again if you want to.afterall,im still UP FOR GRABS. (: takkaire y'all!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-01-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

the not very intelligent me.

homework is piling.piling.piling.booo.ive got 2 commentaries for EL lit and lotsa econs worksheets.seriously i have no idea how much to write for my commentaries so i just write and write.now i realise ive got a time limit of 2 hours so i guess i better start making my writing more concise.yup. (:

i feel stupid.you guys might say no.but.ok.im probably not stupid academically.

however,that doesnt make me not stupid.i suck at liking people.i think im kinda stupid when it comes to choosing a boyfriend or something.i like to choose unattainable people.those that are extremely smart and you know that someday both of you will end up breaking up cos he has school stuff to attend to.good results to get.extremely prestigious scholarships to get.yup.so since im so stupid and lousy at choosing,next time if you realise you sorta like me,please think about your timetable,your schedule,your commitments,your residual time and the time you'll have for me. (: do be cautioned that i do require a lot of your time.lol.

ahhh.stupid me. (x

it's time to get over it cos it's never gonna conclude.i dont think i'll ever get an answer cos you never talk to me.it's just as well.makes it easier for me.hehhh.think i should try to control myself from smsing you at random times and then talk about random things that have happened in school.sorry.

i guess that's all from me today.have fun y'all.takkaire alright!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-01-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

lessons

i love school.like seriously.i love my class too.im like so super glad im there.ohh wells.my classmates are really nice people. (: tell me you're jealous cos you dont have.lol.

actually i dont know why im blogging.hmmm.probably dont like leaving too big a gap.lol.how retarded.well.i am retarded i suppose.no matter how hard i try to deny this fact,brandon just had to assure me of my retarded-ness.booo.i wish i were a normal teenager that did things people expected of them.sometimes,being unique or special ain't that good.you can get attention and all.but what happens when this attention disappears?i dont like feeling alone.i dont like feeling that people dont like me anymore.it's not very nice.

do you still love me? (:

so anyway.im in a mobile class and i run everywhere for my various lessons.it's kind of fun to a certain extent,but when i get tired and all or i finish my break late,i'll have to drag myself around or buzz around like a bumble bee.wheee.lol.ohh wells.actually i'd rather be in a mobile class than in an intact class.dont think id really be satisfied with meeting the same people everyday.i like mooooving.yup yup.ohhh.and i prefer lessons in the class so much more than lectures.i havent been falling asleep in class at all alright!hehhh.ive been paying a lot of attention. (: probably cos out of my 6 subjects,there are 3 of which i hadnt come into contact with in Sec 3 and 4. 2 of which i take at HL.lol.tell me im crazy.well you cant really blame me i guess cos i only decided on my career path late last year.im gonna be a news anchor!!yup.sounds exciting right!i intend to pursue a double degree in law and journalism.ambitious me. (: well at least i know im not the only ambitious one around in Singapore.there are many many many others out there.

ooo.i just remembered something.IVE COMPLETED MY POEM COMMENTARY ALREADY!wheeee.it's 4 and 1/3 sides long.lol.not sure if it's long enough,but since the length assigned was optional,i guess it doesnt really matter.anyways.that's not the point.the point is that ive completed it already!yup.tomorrow im gonna do my chinese creative writing and try to finish up as much of the novel as possible.rarrr.im so lazy.

actually.ive been quite bitchy in school too.not towards a girl.but rather,a guy.dont think he knows i hate him.but i really really do.im very very very sure all or most of my friends know who this person is.lol.this guy's super gay.he's been such a loser.seriously.he doesnt even realise that people dont like him.as far as i know,so far,there've already been 2 groups of guys that want to whack him upside down.lol.i know im not supposed to be laughing,but hey.i hate him remember?anyway.what i really hate about him is the way he actually tries to fit in.he tries to fit in by slamming his teachers in his alma mater and the jc section of his alma mater.furthermore,after slamming,he'll then try to praise our school.disgusting behaviour.i seriously dont like him at all.he's such an ass-kisser.rarrr.

well.i guess that has been my week.i hope i havent offended anyone who might,by sheer luck,be the best friend of this guy i so dislike. (: takkaire and have fun this coming week aights!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou.

2007-01-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

loving it.

i love school.wheee.school is good.lol.i like my class.they're a whole bunch of nice people alright.the girls work so hard they motivate me to be a lil' more mugger-ish.yup.they like doing work that doesnt belong to them-just for fun. (:

ohhh.im class treasurer.so GIVE ME YOUR MONEY!hehhh.it's only $1 alright.not very much.

ive made a whole lot of new friends as well.lol.yup.it's super fun.there's this one guy in my class that's super funny.hmmm.very nice person i suppose. (: his name is ivan, pronounced Evan.yup.lol.dont ask me why.dont ask him too.cos we both dont know.hehhh.so anyway.yesterday he was sitting on the left side of the class, towards the back.but he suddenly moved to the seat right in front of me today.cos apparent he said that i was attractive.then we both started laughing.i think it's retarded.hehhh.and somehow he likes telling me that he'll stare at me and then he'll stare.yup.he's funny.

i love school.somehow.i like saying hi to people along the corridor.you guys remember to say hi to me too alright. (:

takkaire!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-01-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

i guess theyre right to say, "Date within your school."

2007-01-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

bridging courses.

i'd like to start by quoting someone from my OG,by the name of Kenneth.his msn nick was 'Building bridges in LT1'.this of which meant to be a lame joke referred to our bridging courses in LT1,initially.but look at it from another light.'Building Bridges in LT1' can be likened to that of 'Building Skyscrapers in the Sky'.the entire week we were stuck in the LTs attending lectures.many a time,the information being conveyed to us was so abstract,as though it were an entirely different entity from the rest of the content in the slides,that we found it hard to understand.as a result of such,you would be able to find more than half the level either hiding outside the LTs,falling asleep,daydreaming and chatting.

im very sure none of you are actually shocked to be reading this from my blog because it IS a common sight in every institution,every school,alike.i, of course fought to keep my eyes wide open.not alone.but with the help of a few weapons.that of which are my RICOLA PEARLS.yup.my friends and i finished a box of strawberry flavoured ones and we are now halfway through my elderflowers flavoured ones. (:

of course.not everyday was boring.i, for one, enjoyed thursday thoroughly.even though we had to end by 440pm,the day did not seem long at all.i dont know why.but i just seemed that way.i probably stopped feeling the fatigue at our first break when jamie and i went to the SAC with jim,danny and of course,our extremely lovely friend,MUTTON!yup.jim was talking a whole lot of nonsense while danny was busy bullying mutton.after a while,i joined in the fun and started bullying mutton as well.i, however, wasnt as mean at danny.hehhh.but hey.we all think mutton's a really nice guy alright and we really treasure him like any one of the girls who are considered a commodity,an endangered species,in my particular instituition.when jamie and i decided to go back to the LT,we grabbed our cheques and paid for our GDCs.while jamie bought the silver edition,i only bought the plus one.but heyy.i dont need that much memory space and i dont take extreme joy in playing with interchangable covers alright. (: hehhh.so yup,i opened up my GDC,started meddling around with it and explored its functions.then we had math.we were taught how to use the GDCs effectively and it was a lot of fun.ben informed me that unlike the "O" level calculator,the GDC had every single one of the 26 alphabets.lol.so yes.we can spell on our calculators!woohoo.

after math,we had english.i enjoyed this lesson a lot too.i wanna get that teacher to be my HL english A1 teacher.wheee.hehhh.but yup.this was very interesting.i think he's lik super cool alright.

then we took a break for LUNCH.i was sitting on the side with john,gerald and ben.seriously.i laughed till i almost cried k.ben is so SUPER cute.he's like ultimate blurness.he's like mutton no. 2!lol.so once again,i got high.hehhh.when we went back to the LT,we were further entertained by j low's friends.gerald(another one) were discussing why most people dont buy lingerie from M & S's.

G:ehh.why dont women buy bras from there?
A:hmmm.i dont know.maybe cos the bras there are saggy.
G:saggy?how can a bra be saggy?isnt it meant to help push IT up?
A:precisely my point.because it doesnt serve its purpose as a bra to push IT up,people dont buy them!
*laughter*
G:but how come it can be saggy?arent all bras the same?
A:cos they didnt put in the padding?havent you heard of those skimpy bras which even expose your nipple?
*laughter*
-decided that it was a very wrong topic to further converse on and thus ended this conversation-

after english was chinese.let me tell you.chinese has offcially become my favourite subject alright.for the first time in my life,i actually got full marks for a chinese comprehension paper.lol.yup.it was like.whoa.FULL MARKS!! (: i want my 7 for chinese.oral examination sounded really exciting too.so im definitely looking forward to doing well in CHINESE B!wheee. (: in the end,the girls were released early cos some brave girl went up to the mic and demonstrated her oral presentation in front of all of us.yay!!i love being considered precious and endangered.the very thought of it just make me happy.somehow.

after that i went down to Bibi and Baba at Shaw Centre to get my school sweater.i love it.hehhh.and guess who i saw there?
SUPERMAN!!

today,school ended at 1240pm.jim being a nice best friend,decided to stay for debate with me.after which,we headed down to bishan to buy his shoe of which he did not buy cos there was no size and it caused him to buy 2 swimming caps instead.done like a true shopping king.im so proud of you man! (: after walking around for a while,we went down to KFC for some fried chicken and that obviously satisfied my craving.and then we left.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-01-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

Orientation

so yes,the past 3 days were pretty dry even though the games were really good cos the talks were at the most undesirable slots.lol.ohh wells.thank goodness today was pure play.woohoo!!

we had the ACS-iting Race today and we were all around town.we went from the Botanic Gardens to Plaza Singapura to Scotts to The Esplanade.yup.i dont know why,but i kinda like embarrassing myself in front of the public even though they might not enjoy watching me as much.hehhh.i find it liberating,an avenue for me to let go of myself,to be unglam. (: i like~

so basically,we did stuff like being assholes and eat ice cream in front of those working out in California Fitness;go around asking for signatures;teach strangers our mass dance;take pictures with HOT people;sing a song to promote starbucks,etc.

after the race,we headed back to school for tea.while other groups had their lunch during the race itself,my group decided to forgo lunch,complete the race,and have our lunch at tea!save money on lunch.lol.i think my group is super cool. (: GROUP 18!the people in my group have hidden talents we never knew of.we have someone who recognises really abstract photos,a walking bus guide,and other people whose talents are still hidden.hehhh.

after school,we forced our way to Gerald's house.lol.he reminded him that he was really slack and that he REALLY wanted to pon training.lol.his house is like BIG.and the walls are nice.lol.his room is like the ultimate.living that is.we talked a lot of nonsense while having pizza, and at the end of it all,there were lotsa extras.though it has nothing to do with the talking. (: anyway,i dont see why getting 6 points makes you half a GEP-er.i wonder.to make matters worse,at the dinner table,to both my left and my right were GEP-ers.yup.rarrr.

anyway.ive had fun this week.i love orientation.and i know i'm gonna love my school.y'all takkaire and have fun alright!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2007-01-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

the START of an ALL NEW YEAR

1st January
Thanksgiving.
Praise the Lord for his grace and mercy is sufficient for me!
i sang a solo for a short stanza and i did it good.i didnt go off pitch!!wheee.i praise the Lord for preserving me. (: after that we went for break,message,sharing and then it ended.the youth went for lunch and then went for games at the old NIE.i was feeling tired from doing the welcome-to-join-us-at-youth booklet the night before so i decided to go home and sleep.ohh wells.lazy me.hehhh.

2nd January
SHOPPING!!
woohoo!i love shopping man.
i miss grace and faith!!ahhh.we all had so much fun shopping on tuesday.because i can speak chinese like i really know the language,i was the one that did the bargaining.yeah~i love me once again.hehhh.rarrr.sophie was so blur as usual.she made me laugh soooo much.andrew.was his usual self.he was just gentlemanly.somehow.but it's good man. (: beatrice,being BEATRICE,didnt shop much.yup.what can i do.sigh.PAUL TAN!!was soooooo cute.i totally love my cousin man.he's the ultimate.somehow,he just doesnt have to try and he's just adorable already even though he's kinda intimidating cos he stands at beyond 185cm.yup!grace was funny too,cos like sophie,she's like blur too.lol.then she tried to communicate with the auntie and all she could ever say was yes and no in chinese. (: faith was so cool in trying in on much stuff.she did the most shopping and the thing is,she fitted them all nicely alright.coolio! ;) at around 3,4 plus,after lunch and completing all our shopping,we wanted to go catch a nice movie.seemed like all the ones we wanted to watch had bad timings so we decided to head to Bishan to get a good movie with a good timing as well.seems like there waant any there too.

then grace suggested we go over to their house instead to watch a video instead.we all thought that it would be more fun.so we headed over and im telling i DONT regret it at all.like totally not.hehhh.we started off by watching Akeelah and the Bee.it was kinda dry.sophie fell asleep.lol.after that we started talking and playing games and all.we played like 'Around the world in 80 days' and baa baa ones and you know.the rest. (: all of us left around 6 and i bought KFC home for dinner.i love chicken.chicken loves me too.

3rd-5th January
1st day of school.
ACS(I) IB
ORIENTATION!!woohoo.for the first time in forever,i woke up at 53oam!!omg omg omg.i actually succeeded alright.i WOKE UP!yay.but i was excited anyway.so that helped.hehhh.jim's dad picked me up frm Pei Chun.and off we were.i felt overwhelmed when i stepped into school.like whoa!so many guys alright.the ratio's 1:5.yup.lucky me?i dont know.ohh wells.but hey!GO DOVER COAST!lol.i love smashing watermelons.ohh the bad part?the talks.yup!youve guessed it.lol.seriously,they just keep talking to us about lotsa stuff.guess IB's that complicated.
2nd day of school.
we got dirrrty!played with mud,fish sauce solution,chairs,water bombs and human bowling!we had more talks again!!wee.ha.we started mass dance!!it was exciting~Brian's my partner!!lol.i got all my directions wrong.rarrr.
3rd day of school.
we played a telematch today!!i love cheering on the people.i know everyone!!yay!ohh wells.think i'll just keep it brief now.shall blog more soon!!takkaire y'all. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou.

2006-12-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

finally.

yup.i'm finally back to blogging.ive decided to post a really long entry today cos apparently someone out there has been complaining that my entries are too short and brief.so well.to you out there,this post is dedicated to you. (:

i feel so nice.hehhh.so yes.my december.

1-17 december
i was in the US of A shopping and visiting national parks.basically,that's all i did there although i did visit a theme park on my last day there.i had lotsa fun.yup.happy happy me.it's actually good for me to be able to spend some quality time with my parents and siblings doing things we enjoy doing together as a family. (: i didnt get scolded at all throughout the whole holiday except that one night when i did something EXTREMELY stupid.call me to ask me what.hehhh.ohh and i bought so much it's probably enough to last me throughout all 15 days of chinese new year.hehhh.yup.THAT much. (: but i cant possibly walk around in mere underwear cos i didnt buy enough bottoms to go with my tops right.so yup.you just heard my cry for more PANTS and skirts.i'd love to receive shorts too but heyy.I WEAR PANTS K!!lol.overall,i had an eventful holiday.ive learnt to be more friendly!!dont you just love the spirit of the americans?they're so spontaneous and friendly.so the next time you see me,please stop to smile! :D say hi if you want.i'll make sure i reply~

18-21 december
junior camp.i enjoyed my last year of junior camp!yup.drew was super funny.i just think junior camp's different with him around.probably cos i know him very very well.hmmm.well i enjoyed all the time ive spent with sheryl as well!if sheryl wasnt there for me in camp,im quite sure id not have come out alive.lol.i'd like to thank everyone else who looked out for me in camp too.thanks y'all!muacks!faith.love.hope.grace.all of which are qualities we need to lead a life with God in control.i'll learn!

22 december
D&D @ JSSC.we all had fun didnt we guys?yup.even though the turnout wasnt as good as expected,we still had fun of our own.yup yup.it was a good job done y'all!i look forward to working with you guys on our future endeavours. (:

23 december
i went out christmas shopping with Godma,Mummy,Jeremy,Joel,Beatrice and Nathaniel.i LOVE shopping. i got a red patent bag and i think it's really cute.i'm serious!only joel wouldnt agree with me.tsk tsk.it's really bimbo though.lol.but I DONT CARE!i like it.that's all that matters isnt it. (:then i bought my betty boop shoes from queensway as well.it was the last pair for my size so.LUCKY ME.lol.yup.joel and nat bought the same shirt in different sizes but nontheless,KID'S sizes.ohh wells.it was a good day of shopping.i LOOOOOOVE Christmas (shopping).Mummy said i can wear my betty boop shoes and carry my red bag during chinese new year.that way,id be able to collect more red packets.sounds appealing.hehhh.

24 december.
christmas eve!went to church in the morning,stay back for thanksgiving rehearsal till 3 plus in the afternoon and then went out with the church youths for dinner and movie.we pigged at cafe cartel and watched Night in the Museum.it was goood.it was FUNNY and had an underlying message.how meaningful!as far as i know it to be,the message goes like this:dont give up halfway on the things that you have already embarked on cos if you keep giving up,you're never gonna succeed and you'll always be looked down upon. (:

25 december
CHRISTMAS!i woke up at 1033am.bathed.changed.sat on the sofa,reading my magazines.waited for guests to come.had a very very good lunch.happy~but then again.i cannot pigging out so much already.control manda.control!!i guess i'll try.diet manda.DIET!lol.that night.i went to popo's house for dinner and had lotsa other stuff plus crab.looks like psycho-ing myself to lose weight isnt working.i need an alternative plan.hmmm.give up?sounds good to me.lol.well at least i take pride in knowing that i'm not the only one's who's getting fat!! (: so anyway.we stripped all our presents open after that and it was a whole lot of fun even though we already knew what we were about to receive.lol.

26 december
happy boxing day!i know you dont really care.but neither do i!lol.hmmm.so i went out with the girls today and yw was so super late.she kept falling back into bed.please tell me she's retarded."SHE'S RETARDED!"ok.so now we all know.lol.today,we were supposed to go out and eat our half-priced waffles.even though we felt fat and guilty after consuming what we really enjoyed,we were happy.wheee.before that,we were shopping around marina square.lo and behold,we found a shop.which sold this really nice top which suited both eugenia and brenda.they didnt get it in the end cos it was really expensive and the aunty only offered a mere discount of $2.well actually.that's not really the point.as we spotted the top,brenda spotted a really cute pair of denim shorts.we both tried it on but the one i tried was a size too small,so i went over to brenda and tried on the one she took.alas!it fitted me like it was meant to be mine.hehhh.so as you can guess.i bought a pair of denim shorts for $23.90.sounds quite reasonable to me if you ask.i'm so happy.happy happy happy.i love buying shorts.dont you love them too? (:

so as ive recounted,this has been my december.i'll try to remember to blog long entries as often as i can next time.i'll see y'all soon!i'm so excited about going back to school. (:

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-12-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

last day of shopping

shop shop shop.

no more shopping in the US.

oh wells.

ive bought my share.

i bought a pair of shorts that i'm extremely delighted with.

wheeee.

i love shopping.

i'm going to california adventure tomorrow.

i'm leaving LA at midnight tomorrow.

i'll see y'all back in Singapore soon!!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-12-14T14:13:00.000+08:00

Welcome to LAS VEGAS, city of gold and glitter

(and never sleeps)

yes,we went to vegas.

no,we didnt gamble.

yes,we shopped.

a lot.

chinese new year settled.

wheeeee.

and it was a car-ride today.

we shopped on the way to LA though. (:

manda's happy.

didnt buy very much though.

i did buy a cute skirt,sunglasses,a clutch,shorts,a wallet

though.

yay!!

shoppingtomorrowagain.

hehhh.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-12-11T13:06:00.000+08:00

arches national park

we saw many many rocks,boulders and then more rocks.

but really really big nice looking ones.

then we walked and walked and walked.

just to see another big rock.

it was nice.

but definitely not worth walking that distance.

ohh wells.

i walked.

i conquered.

wheee.

toodles~

muacks!

2006-12-10T14:09:00.000+08:00

holiday in the mountains

i conquered skiing

i got a snowbike license

i had fun.

i did well.

i no longer have a phobia of skiing

and i think that's the very reason why i resisted it in the first place

and cause we were up in the mountains, there was no internet connection at all.

that was the past 4 days.

today.it was a car-ride.

but we went down to Mesa Verde National Park first.

lo and behold, they were holding their centinnial celebrations today.

admission was free

performances were free

guided tour was free

we had lotsa fun.

then we drove all the way up to Moab, Utah.

we went motel shopping since we hadnt done any booking in advance.

wheeeee.

shopping excites my well-trained siblings and i. (:

so yup.that's all for now.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-12-05T11:50:00.000+08:00

the Grand Canyon

today,we drove for about an hour and a half to Grand Canyon.

i think i dont know how to appreciate nature cos i thought it looked the same from all the angles.

wheee.tomorrow's gonna be a car ride again.

i think.

we're gonna get to live in a house.

like finally.

we're gonna get to cook!wheeee.

i bought a cowgirl badge today.yeee-hah.

i dont wanna ski.

the days draw nearer.

ahhhhhh.

i wanna shop shop shop some more.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-12-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

car ride.

today we were in the car the whole day.

we drove from Banning, to Flagstaff,Arizona.

i love the town up on the hill-Jerome

i love cowboy town.

maybe i could become a cowgirl.

yeee-hah!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-12-03T17:06:00.000+08:00

day 2

i love shopping.

shopping makes me happy.

yes i travelled all the way to USA just to shop.

i dont wanna ski!!rarrr.

im gonna buy so much more.

wheee.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-12-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

hello!!

i just travelled back in time today.

wheeee.

shopping at factory outlets tomorrow!!

i'm in Los Angeles.

hello to all of you in Singapore!!

i love wireless connection.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-11-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

over over over over over

wheee.im like so super super happy.it's like.OVER man.it's over my friend.

no more o levels for the rest of our lives!it was our last shot though.but who cares about that anymore.lol.wheeee.prom's coming up this wed.so much to do.so little time.rarrr.i love you baby.

but before i go on to my shopping,let me begin with what i did right after my last paper.

thursday.
5 of us went to chomp chomp at serangoon gardens.it was like my first time there.but i had a whole lot of fun.well WE ALL had a whole lot of fun binging and embarrassing ourselves and laughing like we never knew laughing existed.hehhh.yup.we had really really huge jugs of drinks each which cost us about 3 bucks each.we had hokkien mee,carrot cake,sting ray,chicken wings,fried oyster.yup.then after we ate eugenia left us for home and the rest of us headed for the esplanade.by the time we reached there,my dad came to pick xianglin n i up already.rarrrr.ohhh wells. i love you baby.

friday.
i reached the class chalet late with a ice box with 17 cans of china apple in it.rarrr.build muscles.lol.really really heavy alright.then when i reached the chalet i just saw 3 maids.namely yingwah,xianglin and brenda.yup.coolio rite.hehhh.they cleaned the floor up real well.it was goood.but the chalet itself was bad.the fan was not working and the air con was like a cloud.it was raining.yup.while waiting for the food to arrive we saw some guy in the chalet behind ours shaking his butt.then his arms.xianglin thinks he's super flexi.but i think he's just super funny and he didnt realise that we were looking at him and laughing like a bunch of idiots.then the food came.it was disappointing.i felt extremely cheated.rarrr.we paid so much for that little amount of food.we're never gonna approach them again man.eeesh.so after that brenn yingwah and i went to rent bikes.so coolio!!.i love biking.i love you baby.

by the time we went back,they were starting the fire already.well at least si ning was.she's like the fire guru i tell you.bbq fire, campfire.all the fires.just pass to her.hehhh.for the first time we werent bbqing.yup.we as in brenn yw xl eugenia n i.yup yup.we were slacking all over the place waiting for food.lol.we took over the fire at around 9+ and watched over the fire.the class popped 2 bottles of sparkling juice at 12.it was fun.wheeee.then brenn yw xl and i grabbed some bikes and went cycling again.lol.this time we went to the jetty to the left side of the chalet and stayed there till 745 the next day.yup.we did lotsa things that we might never get to do again.yup.wheeee.i love you baby.

saturday.
i went home and almost dozed off in the bus.so embarrassing.lol.then i reached home and was locked out of the house.i tried looking for the hidden house key but alas.it was nowhere to be found.rarrr.i slept outside the door.emmmmmmmmmbarassing.but who cares.lol.once i got into the house i grabbed clothes,bathed and was out of the house shopping for my prom dress.lol.yup yup.wheeee.didnt reach home till 7.went home to bathe again and slept. i love you baby.

sunday.
after church,i had a craving for indonesian food.so we went around looking for sanur.we reached suntec only to find sanur closed.rarrr.thank goodness there was a sundanese restaurant.i had a good lunch.wheeee.after that we went home.nothing much today. i love you baby.

im just looking forward to tomorrow for now.y'all take care alright!have lotsa fun.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-11-11T10:15:00.000+08:00

it's all coming to an end.

yup.all that we've ever studied for.is finally coming to a closure.it's finally wrapping up.lol.hmmm.why do i think i said this last week too.ohh wells.dont care.the end is just coming.period.i'm happy happy.indeed the Lord has been merciful.indeed throughout the whole of my exams,He's been there watching over my every step.i was sick yesterday since before the emaths paper 2.i felt totally out of sorts and i was really really really worried.i prayed 4 times.He answered.PRAISE THE LORD!yup.indeed.he has been good.

many a times i think.i realise.i know.that i'm a whole lot more fortunate than many others around.many things.in fact all the things that i've ever desired,i seem to possess.dont call me lucky.i'm just blessed.after all,i was an ugly baby with a big mouth.rarrr. (: however.sometimes i just feel,getting all that ive ever wanted isnt the best especially if ive hurt some of those that i really really love in the process.even if i get what i want but end hurting someone that matters the most to me,then i suppose i cant and wont want it anymore.i'm sorry for all the selfish things that ive done and i really hope i could make it up.but i really dont know how.would someone enlighten me?havent seen much response.why isnt anyone telling me anything nowadays.it just seems like ive been isolated.like no one trusts me anymore.like no one ever wants to be near me.

man.i suck.
manda.you should just go dig a whole and disappear after your o levels and appear again to collect your results then disappear again.you might be tempted to resurface.but you know once you do that,you're gonna start hurting people again.just.disappear.

so anyways.im in the midst of my o levels and seriously.i wanna proclaim that I REALLY REALLY LOVE MY SCHOOL HALL.dont ask me why.i think ive just developed a sort of attachment to it.like.hmmm.i just love my school hall.period.rarrr.shoo if you dont agree.
taking my O levels in the school hall has been lotsa fun.it just feels right.like i was meant to do my exams there for life.like this is where everything starts and ends for me.uh huh.i love the hall. (:

after the O's-thursday 5.15pm-i'll be free from 8am-1030pm everyday.wheee.all those people whom i'm supposed to meet up for breakfast,lunch,dinner or even high tea,feel free to ring me up and book a date alright!i look forward to enjoying a meal with you.i'm sure it'd be lotsa fun.ooo.if you dont call me out for meals then i'm very sure you'll see me around every single mall in Singapore no matter big or small,new or old.yup.you might even catch me in serimbun from 24-27 Nov, the states from 1-17 Dec or Sentosa from 18-22 Dec.OOO.i'll be back in my school hall on the 22nd of Nov for my prom.wheee~!

so that's been my update about the past week.i barely mentioned the O levels for the very reason that it's just it.nothing much to say also.lol.takkaire y'all.just 6 more papers.6 more.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou.each and everyone of you.

2006-11-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

PRAISE THE LORD FOR HE IS GOOD

yup.indeed the Lord has been good to all of us.there are just too many things to thank him for now.

firstly,i wanna thank Him for being there for me throughout the whole year.indeed,His grace IS sufficient for me.i've grown up,matured and have opened my eyes.sometimes life is just more than it seems.when your sky seems to turn grey,it just means whatever bad things in the past will be washed away by the storm that is to come.so yup,i've found many wonderful things,lost many undesirable ones and now, i'm proud to say,my life's in place.God's been working on it all this while and sometimes we just never notice how much He has done for us.this year alone,the Lord has helped me realised the importance of studying and doing well.He up-ed my grades in a miraculous period of 2 months and we all know how rarely miracles happen.yup!the Lord has also provided me with a special group of darlings of whom i know would be there with me till the very end of time.He has given me my best friend,my future bridesman.hehhh.and many many other people who have been through this rollercoaster of life with me.most importantly,i would like to thank Him for giving me my family.i never knew how blessed i was until i started hearing about the families of others.my grandmas,my parents,my sibling,my relatives,my everyone.all of them just seem to fit right in.as cliché as it might sound,yes,every single person is a piece of puzzle in my life.as the years pass,i can say with utmost pride that my life is becoming complete as more people enter my life,and no space is left empty.by the end of my journey of life,i will gladly close my eyes and say that my puzzle of life is complete,ready to be framed and hung up for everyone to see.

secondly,andrew,daniel,david & junwei have all been very blessed by the Lord too.they've all won competitions,been through once in a lifetime experiences,been cured of sicknesses in the nick of time,done really well in their studies and yup.very blessed too.

thirdly,my family has been blessed very much too.He's been with us through thick and thin.every single decision we've made as a family,He's been in it all.mere words would be unable to magnify His glory and i do hope what i've expressed in these little words would edify you.

so this is what i have for y'all this week.all of you take lotsa care alright!for those taking their O levels this coming week and the next,all the best!!

God bless.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-10-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

untitled.

all of a sudden.im at a loss for words.there are so many things to say.so many things i wanna tell all of you about.but.i dont know how.it's been crazy.an absolutely crazy week for me.yup.some of you most probably know why.

monday tuesday wednesday thurday friday all passed in such a flash.i've been awakened.we're that close to the end.and no i'm not referring to the start of the O's but rather the end of it all.yup.all that we've ever been studying for.all that our future depends on (for the time being) is finally coming to an end.well well.what can i say.the past 4 years have passed so very fast.they've opened my eyes to what i never knew existed.they've showed me life was more than what i thought it to be.they've made me who i am today.

i love reflecting.it makes me see who i really am.behind the mirage of someone's who's ever so confident.someone who never needs to worry about what others think of her.someone who everyone thinks can pull off some big thing.ha!you're all wrong.i act well.or rather.the past 4 years have caused this mirage to blend into me.it is me now isnt it.

so anw.ill tell you what happened this week pretty briefly.thurday after physics prac.brenn yingwah and i decided to make good use of our new urban male gift vouchers.so since i was gonna have tuition later that night, i decided i might as well go home and bathe first then meet them later.and i did just that.we went to citylink and before we went, brenn and yingwah started feeling scared already.cos we all know people at the citylink new urban males are kinda intimidating.hehhh.yup.in the end the bags werent really really nice and we realised 50 bucks would only allow us to buy 1/3 of a bag.so we actually made a wasted trip.after that we went to raffles city to look at brenn's wallet.she really wanted to buy it but she remembered xianglin saying that we should all shop after the O's instead so she put it down.lol.

and we headed to bugis to buy bags.well brenn's at least.i totally love her bag alright.it's like pretty.and it's big.i want!!but then they said it looked too big on me.so yup.no bag for me.boooo.i like~~hehhh.

today i went for chua.last lesson already.time really flies.like really really fast.we had fries again.yay.i love banana cake.lalala.ohhh and after class as we were going down in the lift.jun wei started fighting with chuon yan for no reason.both of them were too high i think.lol.then chuon yan's aerated water suddenly sprayed out.i got wet too.lol.ohh wells.we were trying to have some unforgettable memories i suppose.lol.

so that's been my brief week.i've had some really special moments.and i hope you've had yours too.most importantly i wish you'll continue to have special moments and stay special darlings.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-10-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

i'd rather be in school

yup.your eyes are not lying to you.i would seriously prefer having normal school day lessons over staying at home to do our so-called self-study.basically,studying at home is just a own time own target sorta thingy but let's face it.all of us have weird timings and weird targets.

sometimes we plan to finish studying within 5 hours.HOWEVER.in the midst of it,we feel warm and decide to bathe.we feel hungry and decide to go grab a bite.we feel tired and decide to go take a nap.yup.sounds familiar doesnt it.well if it doesnt then at least you know it happens to me.i hate staying at home.staying at home makes me sad.it makes me perspire.it makes me hungry.it makes me fat.it makes me pimpled.it makes me lazy.it makes me unproductive.it makes me think a lot.it makes me low.it makes me look forward to the end of O levels more.lol.guess that sums it up.

hmmm.my week sounds bad doesnt it.lol.actually.it wasnt all that bad.hehhh.i got to go out everyday.sunday,monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday i went to bugis for tuition.friday i went to clementi to send my brother for tuition.in any case,you do realise i only leave the house for 1 reason-tuition!yay.for once i actually enjoy tuition cos it get me out of the house!hehhhh.i loooooooooooooove tuition man.i love studying too.somehow.it makes me feel smart cos there's someone out there who's like so smart i feel stupid.

i had fun at chua's today.it was like slack but tiring.dunno why.but im always contradicting myself.dont care.not like someone out there minds anyway.lol.he treated us to subway at china square.coolio right!so after we ordered our food we just sat around and chatted.sam,stef and sophia were at my table.guess what we were talking about.guys.seriously.lol.we were decided what guys to choose if you want someone with a hot bod.in conclusion.guys involved in water sports have the nicest bodies.yup.ohh while the 4 of us were like bimbo-ing,some mad man sorta like irritating junwei(from chua's) accidentally and being junwei you bet he was pissed.like really really pissed.yup.he shouted back at the mad man and almost wanted to fight.but if he were to fight the mad man he's sure to lose lah.come'on dude.he's a MAD MAN!he's protected by the law.you arent.so why even bother to get angry with him.you'll lose in the end lah.so that's the 'live' show between the mad man and the beng.lol.

after chua i met mummy nat and luke at raffles city for dinner.we wanted to go to New York New York for dinner but the queue was freakin' long.yup.so we headed back for Sushi Tei.the queue was freakin' long too.after that we just went down to the basement and had dinner at this small Japanese restaurant.the food was pretty good.especially the egg ramen.ohh man.super nice.hehhh.anyway ive always realised and shall declare now that I,cannot live without chickens.i love chicken rice,i love soy sauce chicken,i love eggs.yay!crown me Queen of Chickens!lol.sounds wrong.but who cares man.wheeee.

recently there have been so many people falling in love,getting outta love and what not.but.you do realise somehow recent relationships have been extremely complicated.like i like you.but you dont know i like you.boohoo.or you like me.i dont like you.go away.or i like you.you like me.but cannot be together.cos.ive got bad breath.lol.yeah.whatever.but ya.relatioships are no longer straightforward.you dont simply go for a matchmaking session one day and get married the week after or something.or the guy no longer chases the girl with a bunch of flowers till the lactic acid in his calves dissolves his muscles.lol.even when girls take the first step the guys might not even be touched.gone are the days where people fall in love cos it was love at first sight.ohh wells.all i can say is that if you really want that love a lot then go for it!leave your pride aside,leave convention to the rubbish bin,leave old conservative ideals to the museum.you cant wait for love to come knocking at your door anymore cos with so many people elsewhere,cupid's kinda busy you see.lol.good luck darlings!

ohhh.last piece of information.seriously.CUTE doesnt mean ugly but adorable.that's only what some warped singaporeans who were jealous of the REAL cute people came up with.let me show you what it really means.

1.attractive, esp. in a dainty way; pleasingly pretty

2.affectedly or mincingly pretty or clever; precious

3.mentally keen; clever; shrewd.

4.Informal. in a cute, charming, or amusing way; cutely: In this type of movie the boy and girl always meet cute.

5.the cutes, Informal. self-consciously cute mannerisms or appeal; affected coyness

yup.there you have it.not you know it's not longer an insult to be called cute. : D.

well that's all for my week.you guys mug hard and have fun too alright!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-10-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

i love you.

wow.i realised recently that actually there are many people in this world that i cannot live without.seriously.without them.
i wouldnt be me.
i wouldnt have what i have now.
i wouldnt know what love actually meant.
i wouldnt know life was actually simple.
i wouldnt know that actually life doesnt suck at all.
hehhh.

i feel so emo.like john.lol.actually.when you reflect about your life,the love you've received and all the people that have played a part in it,it should be a no-tear affair.dont you think?it should be a celebration!wheeee.hehhh.thank every single person that has appeared in your life.thank even those that havent been nice to you because they are the ones that have made you a nicer,stronger person.
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so anyway.the past few days have been pretty cool.ive been doing so so much.but now.im so lazy to blog now.lol.tired and lazy.yup.hehhh.i'm a pig.and i wanna date a boar.i used to say hog cos i thought a hog was a boar until i was enlightened.wheeee.

friday was the day we started going for open houses.after rehearsal it was like a total a rush for all of us.we had to give out the year books and then go to the foyer to wait for the bus to go to HCI.the bus ride seemed pretty short somehow and i dont know why.lol.once we reached we were like welcomed by a whole big group of people and we split into groups for our respective tours round the school.mine was good.but hci was average only.

afetr hci, i left with malita and the rest to head for rjc.we didnt really like our guide.cos she kept asking us to go to the academic booths for no reason.and we werent exactly very into the academic part of the open houses.lol.ohh but their library is super nice.yup yup.we were like a bunch of swakus looking at everything and going waaaaa.i'm not exaggerating cos we did just that.at the humans block, we saw the statuette of Raffles.jessica made a really funny comment.she was like,"i didnt know Raffles was so fat."yup.lol.at around 345pm,peirong finally arrived with her friend.we saw sandra as well.so before we left rjc,we met up with brandon and headed for subway cos i was hungry.lol.since everyone had eaten,they were all looking at me eat my sandwich.lol.weird.at around 5 plus,jim came to join us.he brought chem tys for me to do.lol.i spent 45 mins trying to do 15 qns cos jim and i just kept talking.we said a lot of retarded stuff and we had lotsa fun.hehhh.so there u have it.4 different people from 4 different schools.with 4 different names.sitting at the same table.having the same amount of fun.lol.

saturday was graduation!wheee.i tried to cry cos i was sad.but i just couldnt cry.i define it as a high threshold for touchiness.hehhh.to it was a no-tear affair.i sorta think it was like celebration.the celebration of education.whatever that brought me through these 4 years.i love you Cedar.

after that was vjc and then chua and then yw's surprise bday party!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! it's today actually.

i'm very lazy.so please refer to yingwah's blog for more details.hers is very detailed.i'm serious.hehhh.so yes.please pardon my laziness and pigginess but i dont care cos i'm loved for being a pig.yay!!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

i love you baby.hehhh.you study hard alright.dont be lazy!lol.3 more days : D.

2006-10-08T18:19:00.000+08:00

matter

all man are matter

all man matter

and why so.

no doubt we all have weight and take up space.

but what's more important is that.

our words carry some weight

we take up space in the hearts of others. : D.

our opinions are treasured

we know that anytime, anywhere,
there's at least 1 person out there that really loves us.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-10-07T19:39:00.000+08:00

manda's retarded.and sick.

yes i'm sick.but i havent gotten my fever yet.man!i wanna get a fever.then i can take a legitimate rest.argh.but someone says i'm not supposed to get a fever and i'm practically crazy to want to have a fever.ohh wells.but i havent had a fever in a year.I WANT!!lol.

maths has driven me to breaking point.i am officially broken.yup.therefore i declare today, 7th october 2006, no maths day!!wheeee.so no maths for me.cos i'm not supposed to.hehhh.but i did science instead.physics and chemistry.did mr chua's papers for about 3 hours this morning after i got a morning call from brandon cos i told him to wake me up at around 845am.lol.he's like the receptionist at the hotel.calling up all the hotel guests and saying, "Good morning Sir/Madam,it's time to wake up!!"so cool right!i'm pretty sure he'll enjoy his job a lot.somehow.

anyway,so after doing the papers i had to go photocopy my papers for chuon yan and that took soooooo much time ok.it's like i took so long, i could only afford to take a 5 minute bath.yup.that was how bad a rush i was in.i had to rush for my bus you see.so i bathed,did my hair,packed my bag,wore my slippers,then rushed back into the house cos i forgot my watch and then rush out of the gate again and this time all the way to the bus stop.my bus came at about 105pm i think.very punctual. :D.

now.the past week was totally hectic,tiring,stressful and hazy.yup.lessons came non-stop.teachers refused to step out of the classrooms till the next teacher came.that also partly cos our school bell refused to ring.why why why??cos other levels having exams.argh.irritating.stress the sec4s for nothing.we had no break in between lessons.that was how packed our days had been.boooo.

the air stinks too.i hate the haze.it's disgusting.could someone please write a letter to Indonesia.ask them to stop burning down their trees or else we'd confiscate their matchsticks.yup.that should stop them.

besides the haze getting me sick and school draining my soul out of me, i realised i went out 3 times this week.monday,wednesday and thurday.

monday was lunch with jim to get his school's papers and my zen charger.i met a perv (by my own definition) at the toa payoh mrt and a really nice uncle who sells fishball noodles.i perv according to ying wah is not really a perv.not that i think that i'm hot enough for a perv to be interested in me but i've always known pervs to be really blind and so they just pick on those who look female to them.but it's like my first time meeting a perv.i couldve totally avoided him but i actually responded to him.it started like this...i was going down the escalator when this skinny,toothless,bald middle-aged man in front of me upon reaching the platform of the escalator started staring at me.i had my mp3 plugged in and i thought he was trying to say something to me since i saw his lips were moving.to me,every old person that speaks me is definitely asking for directions.hehhh.so i took off my ear piece and said,"sorry?" then he asked me which school i'm from.i got freaked out and walked away really quickly.ok.mayb he isnt really a perv but ya.nevermind then.

jim met me at bishan at 3.30pm.before he came, i sat in kfc drinking my favourite ice lemon tea doing emaths.then when he reached we went to some coffeeshop for lunch.i had fishball noodles.the uncle who served my noodles said in chinese,"young people like you have a bright future,chores like carrying your own noodles should be left to me.uncle's old and useless already,scald my hand also nevermind."that really struck me.this uncle was actually placing Singapore's future into our hands.now, do i really feel the burden to doing well.UNCLE!!you're gonna be proud of me man.hehhh.

wednesday,i went out to get some boring stuff settled.nothing to say about that.many people ponned school that day.booo!!we had double chemistry on wed okie!!!

thursday,i met brandon for lunch.i had to treat him cos i did well for my prelims.lol.yup.so we went to pastamania at cine.he said he had no appetite.so we had a combo B and a combo C.dunno whether he really had no appetite or he just didnt want to seem like a pig or something.lol.hmmm.i was super tired from school so i was super stone.he was just stoned cos it was the afternoon and it was after school.yup.we walked around town aimlessly after lunch.and i really mean aimlessly.lol.super weird.we saw many christmas trees in town though.we also saw this lady with a super muscular back.i thought it was super cool.brandon thought it was scary.lol.i also want her back muscles man!!then can scare brandon.lol.i helped an indian tourist get to CK Tang too!!yup.did a goood deed.anyway.i think ALL GUYS SHOULD OWN AT LEAST 1 PAIR OF LEVI'S JEANS.yup.dont ask me why.i just think that it's super important and necessary.

after taka,we went to heeren.we walked into HMV and i was showing brandon all the albums that i felt were good even though i've like only heard 1 track from each of them.somehow i realised that the songs i like are pretty bimbo.lol.and brandon said i look like a 20 pointer.lol.ohh wells.ohhh my favourite song now is Stars are Blind by Paris Hilton.hehhh.i just think it's super nice to listen to.wheee.

so i reached home at 515pm,slacked till 6pm,bathed,started on Maths at 630pm and did maths all the way till 2am in the morning.yup.so hiong rite!!!as a result i went to school looking super tired and stressed on friday.lol.

friday,i ended school at 215pm and went home bathe and sleep.i only slept from 245pm to like 330pm cos jim called me up.by 415 i was already telling him that i wanted to go start on maths.he refused to let me put down the phone.so we talked all the way till 445 and i was still harping on how i wanted to go do my maths.lol.by 5.he decided that he had taken a long enough break so i was then allowed to go start on my maths.lol.what a tryant.lol.so i started doing maths from 515pm all the way till 1030pm.yup.i did till i could do no more and was on the verge of crashing.lol.

ohh wells.so this has been an exciting week.yup.seriously.lol.all of you take care alright.the haze's super bad now.PSI:150.now.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-09-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

i'm elated.exhilarated.totally blessed.

whee.it's been an extremely exciting week.filled with many many surprises.good ones.yup. : D. in case you havent been introduced,this is my smiley with a mole.hehhh.

let me begin.

monday.JC talks.nothing very much.went to listen to vjc,njc,rjc and hci.yup.these 4 very schools.basically i really hadnt much interest in any of them (especially njc) cos ive already set my heart on going to acsi ib.another reason was also cos i felt that i couldnt survive in rjc and hci.i didnt even think i could qualify to become a christmas tree.lol.ohh but vjc,rjc and hci really tempted me cos theyve got really eloquent and friendly school leaders and staff.besides their facilities really blew me away.for hci at least.yup.

tuesday.CAREER talks.i went for law,corporate communications and tourism.law was so super super super cool.junior lawyers like earn a basic salary of $4000.plus consultation $250/hr.yup. a lot a lot of money right.ok.then senior lawyers or partners earn a basic salary above $10 000.consultation can go up to $1000/hr.wheee.so coolio.yup.the best thing is you only have to study for 4 years.then pupilage for a year at a firm,drawing a salary of course,and then you'll be called to the bar!so much better than becoming a doctor or something.also,you dont have to be a litigation lawyer.you could always be a conveyancing lawyer or a corporate lawyer and earn MUCH more.lol.anw.corporate comm was sorta my kind of thing.but kind of difficult to allow you to earn much.so let's skip that.TOURISM!!it was super exciting.super fun.i'm so super proud of Singapore.the videos were soooooooooo cool.yup.xianglin totally digs tourism.like pretty her kind of thing too.anyway.at the end of the day i decided when i go to university,i'm going to pursue a double degree in law and journalism.super super cool.but i wonder how i'll be able to cope.nevermind.the Lord WILL provide as he always does. : D.

wednesday & thurday!!COLLECTION OF RESULTS!those 2 days were extremely exciting.and they were the best days of my life.i truly experienced the ever faithfulness of the Lord.indeed.he never fails anyone of us.be encouraged.for the Lord is always here for us when we need Him.PRAISE THE LORD!anyway.now i qualify to become a christmas tree but i wont become one cos i think it's not very pretty.lol.but still.never in my wildest dreams would i have expected that i would actually have a chance to be a christmas tree!lol.

friday.was boring.we had a career choice and interview preparation workshop.it was pretty helpful and yup.i'm sure the notes would help a whole lot.after the workshop we had chem prac lesson.all we had to do was test the indicators and try to get the colour that we needed.the chemicals were like free-flow and we were like super super high.after that was physics practical briefing.found out quite a lot of stuff and school ended at 335pm for class 4I.after that, i had to called up East Coast Resorts to book a chalet for our class.the lady said we had to make a trip down to place a deposit of $50.and what did we do?we cabbed all the way down.8 bucks divided among the 4 of us.we spent some time at the beach and fed the ants with peanuts and then stared at them.lol.after which we took about an hour finding our way to parkway to take a bus home.we stopped by McDonald's halfway and got food to eat.as we were walking through the underpass,Brenda did the most embarrassing thing in her whole life.and she said it was my fault.so she didnt wanna share her fries with me anymore.hmphf.luckily ying-wah gave me a bite of her McChicken.lol.i'm so pig.ohh wells.

today.Meeting at JSSC.finally met so many of them after so so long.it was Alex's birthday and i got him 2 slices of cake cos the Malays were fasting and it would be most insensitive of us to eat a cake in front of them dont u think.now all of you have learnt one very important lesson on racial sensitivity.social cohesion in Singapore is what allows us to be what we are today.each and every Singapore is interdependent and maintaining harmony among all races is what we should all strive to achieve.after the meeting,i realised that tuition was actually slated to start at 1pm and by then it was already 108pm.lol.i rushed like never before only to realise i wasnt the latest.lol.and i had kfc.lol.after class that it.

so well.this is my week and i hope yours was just as exciting.lol.have fun y'all!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-09-24T17:25:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i'm happy happy now.no more prelims left.yay!!it's been 2 extremely tiring and totally draining weeks.and now.i gladly announce the first wave of examinations have finally come to an end.however.as the chinese say,"after every wave falls,a subsequent wave will rise."but that's in november, so we dont havta worry about the stress now.just study.be consistent.work hard and stress yourself later.lol.but but but.prelims results coming out this wednesday and thursday.so.i also scared.scared scared.i'm in such a.hmmm.repetitive mood.i've been like that all week though.lol.

anyway.we went to k on friday.we were like totally high.did a lot of weird stuff.fun stuff.crazy stuff.unforgettable stuff. :D. ohh.and i've invented my own smiley!it's a smile with a mole.lol.hehhh.so ya.the service at the kbox at toa payoh has improved by leaps and bounds.we were like being greeted by this extremely enthusiatic staff member and i was kinda freaked out.so i started laughing like crazy.then along the corridor there were 2 staff memebers that were pretty cute i suppose.and ya.nothing much already just that we had a lot of fun.lol.ohhh.xianglin got her ears pierced earlier that morning too!and yingwah made us an overwhelming chocolate cheese cake.brenda of all of us was the only one who dressed up.the rest of us totally dressed down.ok.me at least.lol.but it was still suitable ok!i had fun.yay!!

then after i unboarded the bus at my stop i realised i had to walk through this really dark and scary alley which is less than 50m long.but i was still kinda afraid.so i called the laziest and slackest person in this world-brandon.lol.it was like only 8 and he was doing nothing at all,getting ready to sleep.and then i called.and kept him up for another 2 more hours.then he went to sleep.lol.i helped him sleep at a normal time ok!i'm like so super nice can.lol.

well that's been part of my week.dont think you'd want to know about everything anyway.lol.thanks for reading!!takkaire darlings.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-09-21T17:09:00.000+08:00

BOO!

the exams are here. in like another week time my exams will start which is bad.

i have loads of stuff to study and i am not even in the EOYs "must study" mood. help me! haha.

I have decided that i will and i must start studying now. I've got Bio to finish, Chemistry to do, Physics to start studying, Humanities to start reading up, Chinese to start practicing, Maths to start practicing... anymore?? i would think that should be it. summarised really shortly into a sentence.

I guess after the EOYs in 3 - 4 weeks time i can go play play with may, bernice, yujie, siyu, sabrina, feli, faith and our gang soon! haha. looking forward...

2006-09-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

my tryst with the prelims

it's been a week of exams.it's been.good i suppose.after all what's done is already done and i can alter no part of it.what ive done.or can only do.is to entrust it into God's hands isnt it.so there you have it.my exciting week in these few words.however i have to mention what happened on friday cos it was really exciting.lol.

after chemistry it was like 215pm already.imagine how hungry we were.gastric juices were like spewing out of our glands or whatever they are.lol.guess what.we went to lunch at cafe cartel!wheee.at first we were like hmmm.where to go for lunch.of course i voted for my ice kachang.but brenn raised her objections so we had to find another place to lunch at.so we took the train all the to orchard and decided to choose there and then.

we alighted at orchard and just walked to our right.naturally,as we always do.then we realised we were heading towards food republic.then as we went up the escalator ying wah starting mentioning that she didnt know what to eat at food republic already.we were talking about it till we were on the same level as Ding Tai Fung.suddenly,i saw brenn and xianglin staring intently on DTF.they were considering that place for lunch.lol.but i'd think it's extremely expensive for students.so after a while of deliberation we decided on cafe cartel!!wheee.

brendn,xianglin and i shared the chicken cutlet and st.louis pork ribs!shiok shiok!!lol.then yingwah decided to be loner so she ordered an individual fish and chips only to be disappointed once again cos the fillet was so super small.lol.not exactly small just.she just thinks that it's small and not worth its price.she ate that little bit and paid more while brenn,xianglin and i paid less for more.hehhh.wheee.

anw.dont think i should blog anymore.y'all take lotsa care alright and all the best for whatever exams u might have soon or might be completing soon! :D

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-09-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

exams!!

wheee.somehow i do realise i'm kinda weird.everyone's like saying "PRELIMS COMING!!" and i'm like "OOO.GOING TO JC SOON!".lol.i think i'm crazy.dont really care.daniel's crazier.lol.

exam stress's like getting to me.but like not getting to me as well.you see.i'm kinda stressed cos i'm not stressed.lol.which is like.totally unhealthy.lol.ohh wells.not like i can control when stress will come or when it decides to make an arrival in beatrice rather than me rite.so the only thing that i can do is to handle it right.rite?lol.i'm making sense.i am wise.hur hur.

so anyway.today's gonna be slightly different from previous posts.i'm kinda caught up with storing why the merger took place and how it failed.so i cant really recall what happened this week.

however i can tell you about thursday cos it was utterly exciting.i left the house at 8 for tuition at mr chua's.i got high at the intervalcos mr chua gave us ice lemon tea and lime coke and nice oatmeal biscuits and EGG TARTS!lol.yup.and actually.everyone else at my table got high too.wheee.xinglu was super funny.ask him about it if you want to know.lol.

moving on.mummy took half day off so she took the 3 of us out.we watched the devil wears prada.lol.what a movie to watch with my family.it's so.off.but it was cool.lol.so after that we went on our shopping spree!!first stop:new urban male.hehhh.i bought my spain shirt and my mummy bought her kitty heels.apparently she's been searching for them for like ages.lol.so yes.she found them and I got my shirt!and the guys there are damn hot.lol.oh mans.melts.

then we went to lucky plaza to fix bea's specs.i think i spoilt them.but then i'd choose to consider them poor workmanship.that's cos i barely did anything to it at all!lol.i'm retarded.brandon likes to call me that.anyway.i almost bought my sunglasses but the lady said the lens had like only 20% of UV protection so she advised me against buying them.so i'm still stuck with my grey ones.would anyone out there please please please get me a pair of gucci or prada? :D

after that we went over to far east to get my white heels.but as i tried the heels on, i realised red pointys suit me better.so i got them instead!lalala.but then the pointys have like really lousy put on rubber bases.like both of them came off at church today.lol.lousy.but i still like them.lol.fettishes.

after far east we went to wisma for dinner.and i got my favourite crystal jade soy sauce chicken!10 bucks only k.shiok shiok.lol.so yup.there's about all of my day.

prelims tomorrow.back to mugging.thanks all for reading!

please remind me that ive got more shopping to do at FOX.lol.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-09-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

Hello

It has been a while since i last blogged. SIS!! see!! i am blogging now. stop nagging me to blog alr ah. haha. yeah. she has been, " Bea, remember to blog ah. Bea, rememeber ah...."

and FINALLY THE MOMENT SHE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR! I AM BLOGGING!

It has been busy few weeks of school work, test, and not exams are round the bend. I want to study but then when i study i would go to sleep. tell me why. Why is it like that? haha. but i guess i will be fine, i hope.
I thank the Lord that He has helped me through that busy week of school projects, chinese SIA, maths SIA, Sciences SIA, blah blah blah. now that it is over at least i need not worry that much. I am a little more carefree now. :D

Well, i dont think i will blog very very long today cause my life has been the same, not much excitement so.. i wil stop here. I will say more the next time.
bye

-beatrice

2006-09-04T19:55:00.000+08:00

retarded videos.finally.

wheee.i was inspired by yingwah who did her new skin all by herself without the help of any software that i decided to try to widen the borders of my blog myself.now.i can put up the long awaited retarded videos of my siblings!

first up.kissing nat.PART 1.

kissing nat PART 2.

counting with beatrice

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-09-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

boo.

i'm sorry.

i cant help it if i'm retarded. stupid. biombotic. troublesome. disturbing. irritating. funny. mean. fat. ugly. and what not. i dont mean to alright.dont talk to me if you realise you cant stand these traits of mine.

lol.i think i think too much.bad.very bad indeed.lalala.i've got chemistry remedial tomorrow cos i'm lousy.

i miss talking to clifton too.booo!must call him after the 1oth of this month.i've already like hit 300mins of incoming calls this month.i'm so gonna get scolded by mummy.

new resolution.whatever it is.
STOP TALKING ON THE PHONE TILL LATE AT NIGHT!

yup.let's hope i'll b able to keep to this one.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-09-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

emotional rollercoaster

blah~i've been going high n low recently.lol.really amusing isnt it.usually when i say i've got a mood swing, i'm usually depressed and down.probably suicidal as well.lol.but the moodswing i'm on now has two extremes.either i'm high, retarded and drunk, or i'm really low, depressed and extremely cry-able.

well you might be going, "whatever manda."but it is what's been going on.

on Tuesday, brenda,yinwah,xianglin and i headed down to ikea to get stuff for our teachers' day presents.initially we hadnt any idea what to get them, but slowly and surely, our creative juices started flowing.wheeeeee~we decided to make them cushion covers!well we bought the cushion as well.lol.besides the cushions we got them an individual gift each too.we bought what we thought represented them most.anyway.while at the children/toys section i think i was pretty retarded somehow.i saw this berry-like looking thing n i shouted RASPBERRY!in total excitement, i picked it up and started swinging it around.it was then that i realised "hey this thingy has legs man.ooo.it has a head.a beak.OHH!it's an ostrich!"yup.not only that.after all of us broke into guffaws, xianglin told me, "i think that was quite funny."she said it in such a nonchalent manner i couldnt help but double over in laughter again.and yes.you guessed it.she was laughing too.

so yup we had so much fun in ikea i think we're gonna head back next time.wheeee.after we finished shopping brenda n i decided to go satisfy our craving for meatballs!so we took our time to eat n eat.after we were done we had to ehad to plaza sing.we went to spotlight to get the other materials we needed and IRON ON ADHESIVE!woots.i totally dig that man.lol.but then u know what.the peak hour for cabs was like 5o'clock but brenn n i ate till we only reached the taxi stand at 5.05.lol.so yup.we paid an extra 2 bucks because brenda n i were enjoying our balls.meatballs that is.lol.at spotlight, we spent an entire half an hour trying to choose what coloured felt we should use for each cushion.mind you.we chose 4 colours only.lol.so after we paid we realised there were more individual gifts to be bought.i had to rush home as well.so i took all the shopping bags n took the train to pp and waited for daddy to send me home while the rest continued with the search for presents.

guess what retarded thing happened along the pp escalator.chuon yan saw me rushing up and shouted my name.i thought it was some crazy person that somehow so happened to shout amanda so i totally ignored him.as i was reaching the top i suddenly realised that that person who shouted my name sounded like chuon yan,so i turned back.by the time i turned my head i couldnt see anyone anymore.partly cos he was too far down.another reason was cos i wasnt wearing my specs so i could hardly see anything at all.lol.

on Wednesday,the girls came over to my house again for a while cos brenda had to rush back to sch for some stupid rehearsal and i had to rush to meet jim for lunch cos he was pissed with a lot of stuff.lol.but well he paid for my lunch so that's kinda worth it all.anyway,i'm sure we all can remember how heavily it was raining that day.from my house out there were so many deep water pools that yingwah, xianglin and my shoes were all soaked.bleagh.and while walking on the pavement,cos i was pretty near the edge,the bus drove past and 'vroom!' the water splashed all over my skirt.can u imagine being drenched in your uniform.holding bio tys.some big umbrella and going to meet your best friend for lunch?actually that wasnt exactly the worse part.lol.so jim and i were at tp having lunch.i had an extra ice kachang too!since my skirt was wet,when i got up to go get my ice kachang, i was super worried about getting a butt print ony my skirt.lol.thank goodness there wasnt or i wouldve simply died.lol.

after my ice kachang,i felt extremely cold.basically, i was freezing.from inside.bah!i felt extremely retarded.nevermind.after which we went to macs to do work.it wasnt cold at all so i was sorta able to u warm up you see.lol.when jim decided he was too tired and wanted to go home to sleep we then went to our favourite bubble tea shop for our usual order.papaya blended ice for me and honeydew milk tea for jim!and then...here comes the climax again.I STARTED FREEZING FROM THE INSIDE ONCE MORE!hehhh.to make it worse,the aircon in the bus that i took was blasting ok.now you know why i was shivering.lol.

on Thursday,i went back to peichun to see Mr Tang.yup.i see him every year.seriously.he made me speak chinese better.seriously.i went into 6A and spoke to the current P6-es about not getting stressed, relax,work hard and the results will come naturally because we have fantastic teachers.that's like totally true.anyway.the 6A'02 people were acting like total big shot in the hall and talking to random small kids.of the few hundred of them.i did notice 2 of them.that being kenneth who totally digged kicking an airless ball and jade who was totally adorable.she waved at me and smile and told me that she was in P1.now how cute's that!everyone go awww now."AWWWW..."yup.i really miss peichun man.all our memories.all there!i love the toilet.my classroom.the hall.the canteen.the everything!ohh and now.they hav so much more facilities than we ever had.they now hav a 3 storeyed sports hall.how cool's that man!cedar's not even half as big as peichun.sobs.

after peichun we decided to head down to woodlands to look for Ms Lam.at first we werent really sure about whether to go or not.we referring to peirong and i.but after a while we decided heyy why not.we havent seen Ms Lam in ages anyway.we met her at causeway point and she kindly treated us to swenson's ice cream!the guys so wanted to foot the bill and Ms Lam decided to jump the gun by going to the manager and telling her not to allow anyone else but her to foot the bill.lol.that was pretty funny.so throughout dessert we were talking about how everyone else was now and what happened in those good ol' days.i really miss it all.when we decided to take a group photo it kinda got pretty funny cos apparently the staff at that swenson's outlet were totally camera idiots.lol.they never managed to take a photo for us at all.u see i dont even mention decent photo cos no image turned out at all.one guy even covered the lens with his finger and took the photo for us.lol.

at around 4.30 Ms Lam had to go off and a few of the guys left as well.the rest of us were deliberating between movie or starbucks.and chongyeow decided to be slightly mean to me.he stood behind me and started saying "bim...bim...bim..."and then he told me to complete the word.being extremely obliging.i said "bo".lol.yup.now we all know what he thinks of me as.lol.but well,throughout the whole of that day, peirong and i were the taitais of the group.pretty amusing.and have i said i totally love going out with peirong?yup yup yup.we had so much fun together unboarding the bus at the wrong time and boarding the mrt at the wrong time and trying to reply to xiuming's "do you think ______ is hot"questions.yup.lol.

Friday, i went to youth hub to study.malina invited so many friends.but it was cool listening to them talk about their primary school times too.they mentioned something about a guy from primary school that was called hongbin and he was pretty weird.so happened that there was a hongbin in peichun too and he was pretty weird too!or so i think at least.lol.the hongbin from peichun used to wear bright red underwear to school.and how would i know?cos he tucked his shirt into his underwear.and so when he bent over.yes we all know what was revealed.

when i got home in the evening i got pretty high.things got even more extreme when brandon called.lol.i got even more high until he said a few mean stuff n i got low.but then.my mood sprang back to being high again after a while.pretty coolio dont u think.n so.like a tourguide.i brought him up and down through my emotional rollercoaster.see how good i am?totally pro dont u think.i'm so INFLUENTIAL.INFECTIOUS.

TODAY.i went to tuition totally drunk.on myself that is.lol.i got super high and was laughing like a complete idiot.i giggled at the smallest thing.and then 2 of the guys at my table was like having a catfight among themselves.it was quite a sight.lol.anyway.i got chuon yan high.stephanie high and probably other people high during tuition itself.lol.after tuition we went to bk for lunch.probably tea for the rest.but it was my lunch.we got high talking so much nonsense.even stuart got high after a while.he even sparked off the extreme highness of chuon yan,xinglu and guan jie.there was one part whereby i got so high,i nudged xinglu and he hit his drink over and it spilt all over leaving him with less than half a cup of sprite or 7-up.whatever it might be.then they said when they lunch on thursday they're not gonna bring me along lest i get high and do something bad again.lol.booo.

okie.that's all.thanks for reading this totally long post.hehhh.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-08-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

i'm jealous.extremely jealous.

guess what.i'm super jealous.one of my china friends, those who were part of the Sino-Sing exchange programme, Gem a.k.a Gongyue, has an extremely hot italian boyfriend!!she got to know him when she went to Britain for an exchange programme.ahhhhhhhhhhh

life is not fair.i want a hot italian boyfriend too!booo.i dont even have a hot potential boyfriend now.lol.

must go to Britain for an exchange programme soon.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-08-26T19:23:00.000+08:00

i am a mugger.not a nerd apparently.

i am not a nerd.nor am i a geek.i'm most probably a mugger then.and why this sudden revelation you might ask.well on thurs night i was on the phone with clifton spouting nonsense as usual.once again,both of us were totally off.it was like we were at different frequencies.lol.and how?when he suddenly said something lame, or so he claims, i went "huh?".and vice versa.this went on throughout the whole conversation.now u know how bad it was.so as i was saying.clifton was telling me how i wasnt a nerd nor a geek.that's cos i dont dabble with computers n IT related stuff.lol.yup.so i'm merely a mugger.i dont like it.it doesnt sound as pro.lol.but i still loooooooooove talking till late at night with clifton.hehhh.

now let's review this week's happenings.
1. i was baptised on sunday!!wheeee.from now on i'd have to start changing.now by my own strength but by the Lord alone.
i must:
stop bitching about people i dont know.
stop commenting about how bad some people dress
stop calling some people losers
stop being mean to many people (joy to the world~)
stop interferring in the matters of others
stop being irritating
stop reacting wrongly to the different situations
stop being dao

as requested by many, i must SMILE MORE!dont ask me why.lol.so weird.

2. jim's phone dropped out of his pocket while he was on the bus.i have named him the "sms-deprived" one.lol.how apt.now his house phone is being used extensively.it would probably be used 24/7 if he wasnt being controlled by his parents.however jim doesnt seem to have called me over the past 2 days except today.lol.but he also told me he was studying very hard.hmmm.i sense contradiction! *ding*

3. the present i received from brandon wasnt very big apparently.it wasnt giganomous as described by andrew.lol.he's a lousy describer.totally.the present's on about 60cm long and 20cm thick.it's pink n pretty smooth.n has a snout.has 2 ears.4 legs.1 tail.it's a PIG!lol.like i sooooooooooooo expected it can.so now other than the "LOVE" bug reka gave me, i have an additional pink pig on my bed.

4. brandon being retarded, extremely retarded tried to do some james bond thingy n slipped n sat on oil.n dirtied his shirt.how totally retarded.lol.

5. i chatted with feng yao ytd.n basically about 1/4 of that 49mins, we were talking about him and his poly choices.another 1/3 of that period of time we were arguing about how fat he was n how fat i was getting n how sucking your cheeks in can help u slim your face.n den the rest of the time we were talking about random stuff like singing for tapestry next year n how strong his schoolmate was n how fit he is and all.yup.

6. brenn yingwah and i we at my house doing the teachers' day calendar.we spent quite a big of time on it n i dont think they appreciate it very much.ohh wells.take it as we want to wish the teachers happy teachers' day sincerely.well we really do.but do you guys want to?n while doing our stuff we were snacking on a packet of mixed nuts.the really big packet which looks like cat food or so they say.lol.n then brenda started getting high.i think it's my house.it's got gooooooooooood atmosphere.lol.

we were supposed to have done some work as planned.but by 6 yingwah was still not done.and since brenda had no dinner at home i cooked her some noodles.i added an egg, sesame oil and fried shallots.sounds pig.my grandma offered us some mapo tofu and rice.i got pig n ate rice for the dinner for the first time in ages.lol.after that we did some ss.i just looked at the source based questions and talked and talked.hope i made sense.i hope they're correct.lol.after which they left.ohhh as i was sending them out i put on my mum's 3 inch heels.guess what.brenda's still taller.ohh no.i'm that short.boooo.

well i guess that's all for this week.thanks for reading!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-08-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

round 2.day 1.

today.i am supposed to be mugging.but apparently i'm not.dont know why.but i shall just make today a maths day since i did do maths today.makes me feel a little or not guilty at all.lol.but well it just seems like i've been doing maths every other day.i wonder why.let's see.maybe cos we get a past year paper every other day!yup.ohh mans.but i've finished all the maths papers at hand alr!makes me happy :D

ohhh this is my desk.the neatened version that is.lol.usually it's much much messier.hehhh.

ooo.i never really did update about the presents i received this birthday.i shall reveal them now.lol.
1. my FLUFF bag.wheeee.i'd been eyeing it for the longest time ever and my darlings got it for me!hehhh.THANKS!it's supposed to be a make up bag.but i'll use it for shopping.lol.very spacious~hehhh.
2. a love bug, name stickers, converse handbag.from Reka my husband!lol.love gifts u see.hehhh.really appreciate them girl!
3. white nike wallet.i cant bear to use it man.it's like super nice.n white too.nvm.i'll use it to store US dollars when i shop there.hehhh.
4. many red packets.very happy.i suppose i dont have to describe its contents.lol.

hmmm.now i've got a few more presents i'm about to receive.
1. a long rusty purse bought by beatrice luke and paul and possibly other people as well.hmmm.
2. my adicolour betty boop shoes from my parents.i've been eyeing that for eons.lol.since i first saw it in the newspaper.but it's like 179 bucks.andrew got his trimmy for 139 bucks.anw i cant bear for my parents to spend so much.so i suppose i try to look for it at the factory outlets when i go to the states.i hope they have my size.n i hope it'd b much cheaper.den i'd buy more!lol.
3. a giganomous thingy wrapped up in wrapping paper.brandon passed it to andrew to pass to me.n guess what.andrew's gonna pass it to me in church tmr.ohh mans.either i'm gonna get super embarrassed or many people are gonna b talking about it.worse still.both.lol.

ohhh.and i'm getting baptised tmr!i'm excited.i've waited so long.i was in uncertainty for so long.n now it's finally here.Praise the Lord for all he has done!all the grace n mercy.all the care and concern.all the comfort and assurance.yes.He IS the One.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-08-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

study.

wheeee.study study study.lol.i am on my way to becoming a nerd.are you proud of me?u are rite!!!lol.well.it's good to study.good to organise your space, your time, your schedule!yup.ooo.i've got an announcement to make!i'm two days to completing the first round of revision!!yup yup yup :D

okie.so well i've been 16 for 3 days now and i've accomplished 2 BIG tasks.
1. i did my english oral the way i would've liked it to be. Praise the Lord!
2. i passed my bronze medallion lifesaving assessment. Praise the Lord once more!

all in all.i am vulnerable.n yes.i need the Lord. :D

ooo i'm getting baptised in 4 days!!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-08-10T01:32:00.000+08:00

retarded lunch.

laughing beatrice

getting ready to embrace each other

my brother is like super pretty.runs in the genes u see.

luke thinks he's some superstar. (liike whatever man~lol)

i love retro.wheee~

water is goooooooooooooooooood for you and me! :D

bea and nat are "X"men (or so they call themselves)lol.

2006-08-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

failed k.successful shopping.

8th august.national day eve.wheeee!so exciting rite.singapore's 41 already.so fast.so yes.we went to school and had celebrations!ohhhh.the teachers have super cute kids.like super adorable.some pretty unlike the teachers themselves.probably cos they have a better other half.lol.ohhhhh.and mrs tan went around catching girls who were wearing short (by her own definition) skirts.thank goodness i was dressed more malely.lol.pretty funny.made her look more like an auntie.hmmmm.

so anw we started off with the UG contingents marching in.ncc screwed up.we got pretty worried for them.yingwah said guides improved from last year.hmmm.after which the band started playing 'stand up for singapore'.everyone was pretty dead.so yw asked the people in our class to be more enthu and sing or even better sing and sway.but they looked at her.and then looked back as though she said nothing at all.pissed her off once.after that she got shouted at by someone who thought she stepped on her skirt when it was only a mere brush.pissed her off for the second time.lol.anw.mass dance was weird.techincal faults.lol.mr ong was super blur.ohh wells.we had community singing in the hall and all of us got uper high.shouting a lot of stuff.but it was good k!

after sch we went to pp mrt to change out.i had a pretty hard time changing.wonder why.lol.we went to town to kachang!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.that really made my day alright.even though we were already high.lol.by the time we reached wisma, g2000 was still closed.new arrivals came so they were only gonna open at 1.we went to food republic for lunch.i had my xi yang cai pai gu tang with rice and all 3 of them had chicken rice.before they started eating, i mentioned i wanted to try the chicken meat.so i thought mayb one of them was gonna feed me.guess what.it ended up with all of them feeding me with a piece of chicken each.lol.lucky me.hehhh.but they did get something in return alright.they took a mouthful of my soup each!!lol.

so we walked around trying to find brenda n my white pointys.saw one at trendy zone but decided to walk around first.didnt find any better one other than tt.and we forgot to go back to get them so yup.nvm.so many places were like having 41% discounts cos Singapore's celebrating her 41st birthday ain't it.yw and were discussing that phenomenom and decided that we want Singapore to grow older faster so that we can enjoy greater discounts!can u imagine if Singapore turned 70? or 100? or even 200? woohoo!imagine all the discounts u'd get.lol.anw apparently in the midst of our shopping someone called yw up n started talking nonsense n upset her n brenda for a while.luckily it waw cleared quickly.booooooooooo.after far east we headed over to marina with the initial purpose of collecting xiang-er's mp3 and k-ing.

but then.

but then.

xianglin's mp3 was not fixed and we didnt k.why so?cos tt care centre couldnt do much about it and kbox had no room for us.yup.upsetting aint it.so anw before we intended to k we did some shopping cos i had to rush home after k ended by 7 so as not to exceed my curfew.so i like overspent slightly.but in the end cos we didnt k, we ended up shopping the whole time.lol.

i dont intend to desribe our whole shopping experience to you cos it'd b too long.so yup.tt'd b all for today.take care folks!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

2006-08-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

the unconventional way means the wrong way?

i was like talking to xianglin about it today and both of us decided that it'd be good or rather better for me if i chose to go to poly.hehhh.n do what?mass comm.yup.dont u think it suits me better than to go to jc n do maths n science,both of which i do not see my future in?brenda agrees too alright.apparently my mummy thinks that i wont be able to make it.now i wonder why.mass comm has a lower cut off point as compared to many other jcs out there.so why not man.all i have to do it work up n keep a consistent effort rite.darn.why doesnt she have confidence in me.hmmm.know me.more like the old me.lol.

okie so feng yao finally got his boxer.he said that i'm nice.hehh.and of course i think so too.but anw.he said that he's gonna frame it up and label '2006 Birthday Present from Amanda'.lol.so whatever lah.like some old elvis record or something.

brandon has many secret identities that i'm supposed to help keep a secret.cos it's like information overload, i sorta need an avenue to relief my burden.lol.so yes.i was told to tell my diary or something.and since i dont seem to have one, but instead an online diary - my blog, THIS shall be my avenue of release.wheee.let me begin.brandon's gay.brandon's an alcoholic.hmmm.now the secrets dont seem a lot.it's just 2 character traits.lol.mayb i just enjoy making them public.now i wonder why.lol.

jim is so blind.or rather he has this weird psychology thing.he says that cos my entry has like so many words, he doesnt feel like reading anymore.hmmm.he says that entries should be kept short.like his probably.but the thing is u dont get as much juice outta those entries do u.lol.ooo.in case no one knew.my daddy knows jim's principal.lol.something that dates back all the way when my dad was in uni.lol.

it's fop tmr!!yay.in case those people coming along with us dont know anything about it.it's 415 at dhoby ghaut mrt alright!and clifton's going for his dental check-up tmr just to miss cross country.he already has such a "big-build" and yet he doesnt want to do anything about it.tsk.go burn it off by running 4.8km!!lol.but anyway.i'll be getting my dose of ice kachang tomorrow.wheee~i'm addicted.booo.lol.

i hope school will just end at the snap of my finger or something.it seems so loooooooooooooong.booo.i need.i want.my ice kachang.hehhh.i pooped today.wheeee.shedding the pounds.hmmm.probably just a couple.lol.well that's all the scoop for today folks!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-08-02T18:53:00.000+08:00

ewwwww

ants all over the place!!save me!!aaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.boooo.i hate ants and mosquitoes and whatever things that get on my nerve.lol.but they're so smelly!!!yuck.bleagh.it's like i just see these disgusting things all over the place.they just crawl and crawl and crawl all over me.like please lah.if you want to crawl, crawl elsewhere.dont come and disturb me can.spank you all ah.lol.

okie nevermind.i just wanna announce i love chatting on the phone!!wheee.lol.i like talking to clifton especially for certain reasons.
1. he gossips with me
2. he tells me lotsa weird/funny/intriguing stories. lol
3. he's a fun guy
4. he doesnt suan me badly.
something like whatever i've stated lah.lol.
see clifton.i'm saying GOOOD stuffs about you alright.i'm niceee.lol.ohh ya.something else about clifton.something bad.lol.he smses in class!!tsk tsk tsk.quick quick get some prefects to catch him!!
wait.
isnt he a prefect himself too.catch himself?hmmm.i wonder how he'll ever accomplish that.lol

oh mans.i feel lame.i'm crapping so much.
i wanna go shopping.sobs.

anw.brandon's a baaad boy.tsk tsk.he wanted to go pon cross country.dont know if he ponned in the end but he had the thought of ponning.that's like bad enough okie!i hope he reads this entry and reflect on his thoughts and actions.wheeeee.

i am a good girl.

i didnt have enough time for a maths test today.booo.i am so upset.i need more time.shouldnt have stoned.should have just moved on.boooooooooo.but i like the organic chem test!!gave me so much confidence okie.but then i dont know if i'll do very very well.pray about it.

ooooo and my birthday's coming man!!so exciting!!lol.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-07-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

me and mean-ness

i dont get it.do i have a come-irritate-me-face?booo.that's bad.well.i say that with a reason.apparently,people.more so guys find joy in irritating me.initially it doesnt exactly affect me.but after a while it begins to take a toll on me.it's disgusting.first it was brandon who said something he wasnt supposed to say.and then today it was jianrui who squashed my bag with his hands.booo to the both of u.and yes.i am pissed.if it sounds better or remembles angry.good for you.

furthermore,someone enjoys telling me that i'm scandalous.wow.to think i've been single since a really really long time ago and have not expressed extremely special interest in anyone of late.yes.i dont see why i shld b deemed scandalous.if talking to guys alone means scandalous then i think i shld stop talking to all my male friends and only talk to females.probably even turn lesbian.then that would make me not scandalous rite?booo to whoever you are.

i guess i've learnt my lesson.i shall keep my words n things to myself lest they are abused by people who do not like me.

anw.i went for RI's drama fest last night.it was gooooooood.lol.the plays were good.i liked junwei's one!hehhh.i'm being objective and biased.lol.it was a good script lah.something about being contented and knowing the limit if i interpreted correctly.yup.

as we were waiting for the judges to come to a decision,2 old boys frm RI came up to emcee and host a few drama games.they were like super enthu.den the RI guys seemed pretty rowdy for some reason but never mind that.there was quite a lot of stoneness,crudeness and nonsense that occured during the games.yup.ohh wells.i was pretty much astounded by what i was being entertained by.lol.apparently below the reputation of being the future pillars of S'pore, RI guys have much more to them besides what the public perceives them to be.oooo.lol.

so jianrui and john brought a new friend to church today.do note it's church and not church service.apparently they went to pick their friend up and missed the whole youth activity which was Singspiration for today.so weird.lol.

that's all for today folks!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyoutoo

2006-07-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

wheee~

i'm happy.

let me review my joy.

i've been studying,plus,mdm faridah coincidentally went through that SS chapter that i'm supposed to studying today so tt's 1 chpt off my load.wheeee~~lesser to study.dont even havta draw a new mind map.ohh.and seems to me tt daniel's having lotsa fun at Harvard.lol.he's like studying really hard.though text is pretty boring.lol.but he's being stuffed with bagels and lotsa other stuff.i think it's pretty worth it.lol.

and the most exciting part of my joy is that i've found a pooing partner.lol.somehow we just seem to poo or at least want to poo a lot.and somehow,when we poo,we poo on the same days.lol.i think it's pretty funny some sort.hehhh.

i havent been boooing much recently.i wonder why.

anyway, school was pretty funny today.we all went high during higher chinese while we were reading this stupid comprehension passage.we read the words wrongly,and read them again, wrongly, indignantly.lol.now that started us off.wheee.this highness stayed with us even after the bell.once again, the eyes were rolling like nobody's business.lol

anw we had english oral practice during english today too.i like.i had so much fun.hehh.

okie.tt's all for today!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-07-25T19:45:00.000+08:00

major announcement!!

I CAN MAKE FRIED MARS BARS!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.i shall set up my own stall too.i like see american breakfast and america desserts.woots!i shall not be jobless no more.mayb i'll build the glass house.only without matthew that is.lol.hmmm den everyone can come stay over.lotsa good fun for the whole family! :D

okie.anw.andrew's going off to hongkong tmr for Asian Schools swimming competition.so yup do keep him in prayer.heyy drew.all the best ya!dun stress.and trust yourself to the Lord.nothing much you can do anyway. :D

ohhh my chinese teacher's so hilarious we all feel lik slapping her real bad.lol.anw.she wore her skirt the wrong way today.wonder how she decided the back was the front and the front the back.lol.she keeps asking us to stop talking.but somehow we JUSTDONTCARE!yup yup.boooo.she keeps rolling her eyes at us den she'll diao us.boooo.wonder when her eyes will drop out.lol.

so yes.today marks the first day of my mugging.did emaths for 3 hrs.1 hr before i started i finished my hmwk which includes velocity using i,j , matrices and source based qn 1b.yup.not bad.lol.i am soooooooo happy.i'm gonna be a nerd someday.i see the potential in me.hehhh.cheer me on alrights.

booo i still cant sms.call me~~tt's all for today.takkaire y'all.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-07-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

it's the time of the month again.booo.

lol okie.information overload.hehhh.so anw.yes i've been psming.ytd i also started quarelling with jim.after that i snapped at brandon.lol.sorry you guys.really didnt mean it at all.boooo.so yes it's not a good thing.

ohh chuon yan says that my entries seems like compositions.now i wonder why.can anyone enlighten me?

i over strained my thigh muscles during body balance today.but i'm happy cos at least i'm building some muscle somehow.makes up for my guiltiness.skipped my crunches last night.booo.but i was so tired!!i woke up at 4 ytd to go send daniel off.met andrew at the airport as well.daniel almost couldnt get through.so worrying can!so anw.it's a very daniel thing to be extremely careless.so do pray for him.thanks.

jonathan just left Singapore for South Korea around 1am today.do keep him in prayer as well cos he'll be going to Africa after South Korean.Africa's dangerous.daniel mentioned something about jonathan being mobbed by lions ytd before he left.super funny.try imagining jonathan running around in aboriginal clothing with a whole family of lions chasing after him.lol.

so good news for me would be than i just finished doing up my study plan.wheee.i like~happy me.i'm so gonna start being nerd.amanda the nerd.wooots!lalala

ohh and for those people who just smsed me today or intend to sms me, please take note that i will not reply to sms until thursday cos my sms limit's kinda busted.yup.lol.now clifton can stop being upset about busting his bill cos of me.hehhh.we're even now.hehhh.

okie.tt's all for now.takkaire all.MUG!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-07-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

booooo!!!

i'm shagged.i cannot make it anymore.i'm gonna start feeling upset.it's the mood swing weekend once again.think i got too high over the past week.plus.someone just told me news tt worries me.yup.

okie so let me start with last sun.as mentioned earlier, mr.c had promised us to a high tea buffet at Goodwood Park.it was supposed to b a durian buffet but he decided to pay more for us to try all the other food.yup.isnt tt nice.yup.so we ate n got full n got high on whatever there was.the guys got really gross.they made the whole ice kachang with the syrup and all and then pour durain pengat all over it.to make things worse.they mixed it all around.ewwww right.and then somehow everyone left and chuon yan was there sorta trying to finish it up.lol.ohhh i got high scooping balls of ice cream.and i mean them in PERRRRFECT round balls.i even told sophia i make the best balls which sounded really wrong and we broke into hysteria.yup.them we reached a stage whereby the guys wanted to go walk to digest some food then come back for more.i decided why not go as well since i wanted to go walk by the pool.i pulled sze ling along.guess what.the guys were sooooooo ungentlemanly.they sat at the pool side table and left no space for the both of us.finally brandon decided to go somewhere else n i took the chance to take his seat.hehh.sze ling was a lil' slower and another ungentlemanly classmate of ours sat his big butt there.boo!so both of us ended up sharing the same chair.ohh and before szeling sat with me chuon yan suddenly put his chair really near hsiang yeh's, got up, and told szeling to sit there.hmmmm.now now.do we smell anything fishy?lol.so we went back n it was almost time to go.meanwhile benedict and friend attempted to make an ice ball.a pretty unsuccessful attempt i must say.mr.c gave a very forced look of approval.we all laughed.brandon being a big fat dirty pig just dug into the ice ball despite its taste.lol.finally we were going to leave and mr.c told us to go for one last round if we wanted to.xinglu, who throughout the whole afternoon was trying to challenge brandon's appetite took 3 shrimp balls and 1 prata with some curry.he folded the prata into fours and started biting it.out of the blue brandon popped in and challenged xinglu to stuff the whole thing into his mouth.guess what.HE DID!but.he had a really hard time chewing his prata.i could see the agony in his face.gulps after gulps of water and finally he was done.however.there was another problem to be solved.how about the shrimp balls?he had no choice but finish them one by one.lol.so that was high tea.i'm too lazy to tell y'all whatever happened after tt cos it wasnt very much n basically nothing much except hsiang yeh lives really really really near me.lol.there arent even traffic lights between our houses.lol.

monday was a pretty boring day with nothing to talk about.
tuesday,i was separated from yingwah.my most treasured partner.i was sad.so was she.
wednesday was a hectic day for me.after sch it was the national track and field meets.super exciting.brenda and i tried all ways n means to lose our voices.since i went with a slightly bad throat alr,it remained pretty bad.however,brenda was and still is fine.lol.she's so gonna start torturing her throat.lol.i left before the results to meet jim to leave.we got 3rd and 3rd by the way.congrats girls!anw since i was gonna take a cab at first to bukit batok swimming complex,i thought i might as well send jim and his friend to the train station.but somehow we ended walking all the way there and almost lost our way.the worst thing was, i got shihui and her friend into the boat with us.lol.sorry!we were crapping and suaning jim all the way.poor thing?i think not.hehh.so after we reached the station,i started looking for my taxi stand deperately.was pretty late by then already.ooo.and i found my cab!it was this big white classy mercedes cab.ALL TO MYSELF!woots.so i left for bukit batok swimming complex.once i reached, rachel was already there waiting for me.sorry girl.we did 3 sets of towing each and then took a break.after which we were made to do 6x25 laps of towing 2 friggin heavy bricks.i almost drowned,i almost died but i persevered cos i wouldnt like to know if no one would come to my funeral at all.lol.booo.so yes.both of us survived.then it was time to warm down-to calm all the excitement in our body.lol.i think so.i invented (sort of) a new swimming style.it's called bloop bloop.lol.it's basically the simplified version of the butterful stroke.it relaxes every muscle of your body (or so i think at least).yup.so tt was ytd.

today was, i dont know.hmmmm.so so?i'm in a very booo mood now cos i think i wont get the dsa to anywhere.n i'm really worried.yup.nobody wants manda.lol.i'm feeling so kuku.i was locked out of the house earlier.AGAIN that is.yup.luckily i found the hidden key.hehh.mc took my class for remedial today.somehow i wonder why i almost slept.or rather i did when everyone else was doing their work.lol.i think i need my ice kachang.someone ask me out to have ice kachang please!!!boooooooooooooo.i dont wanna talk bout today anymore.tomorrow's racial harmony day and freddie's birthday too.HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY BROTHER!!muacks!i've bought you your boxer already.lol.okie then.tt's all for now.

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-07-13T18:52:00.000+08:00

my small short boring life

my life is so boring.i need to get out.blah.manda's a social butterfly what.cannot blame me can u?lol.hehhh.i hope i'll b able to go tmr.dun understand wny must hav a maths remedial lah.cant we just start at 245 or something?booo.lol.i'm becoming so brenn with the 'booo's and 'neh neh's.lol.so kuku.ohhh.clifton sorta complained tt i didnt mention him in my blog.i shall do tt now.clifton and i are quite unconscious of time.lol.he called me at arnd 11 on tues.he told me he was gonna sleep by 1130.so i was lik okie tell me when u're gonna sleep.den we talked and gossiped and bitched and laughed and everything else.he told he about the corn on the ball of his foot and how much it hurt when he forgot about its existence and stepped hard on it and that he had jogging the next day.lol.poor thing.lol.n so time passed until i realised it seemed too long for 30 mins and asking him what time it was.alas!it was 1230.so tt somehow explains my grogginess on wed.lol.kuku non-timekeeping people.see clifton.u have 1 WHOLE paragraph to urself!!

ask me how was sch today.quick quick.lol.hmmm basically sch was good for me i suppose.i'm sure my girls know all about it.also congrats to us cos our class came in second for the noticeboard design we did last term and havent touched since.lol.den today i didnt feel guilty anymore cos i wasnt eating in class!we went down to the canteen for recess ok. OK-AY!!!lol.ohh mans.slightly high alr.blah~ohhh i created a mountain out of nothing today right before a maths.super retarded.it's like people make mountains outta molehills but mine's lik outta nothing.scare myself for no reason at all.i actually thought i had left my a maths notes at home in my tuition notebook.so i didnt even check my file for it and went around 4O,4N,4P and 4M to ask to borrow a maths notes.i was in utter desperation as i ran around cos everyone seemed to be slower than my class and no one had gotten their notes yet.blah.so i went back to class and almost brokedown.it was only then that i decided to go through my file to look for my a maths notes.behold!i found my notes without much effort.lol.oh the retardedness.hehhh.i love english lesson most.hehhh.yay!anw.they always say.one cannot stop improving.so well i'm aiming for 37 for my o levels.keeping my fingers crossed.

chinese lesson was booooooooooooooooooring as usual.today we had brenn sit in.however she never really made any eye contact with us.guess she was too afraid of being electrocuted by our charged eyes.hehhh.wheeeeeeee.not 1 out of the 3 of us bought the chinese exercise book.so we ended up borrowing shihan's book.thanks a lot girl!so yup.we or rather xl just marked it any-o-how-ly cos we were chatting and werent listening at all.once again MG rolled her eyes at us.boooooooooo!

okie after chinese was the 20mins break before physics remedial.more like practical period somehow.so yup.you choose between 1 long experiment or 2 really really short ones.i started with the short ones cos the others were doing the long one.lol.didnt really bother to chiong all cos we'd still have to do it during the nxt physics SCHOOL period.yup.lol.after prac i felt lik going out to study.then, as brenn and xl decided it was time to relieve their bladders,i stood with yw and thought long and hard about what there was to study.basically,we both came to a unilateral decision tt.HEYY WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO STUDY AT ALL!cos it's lik no more tests.and it's just weird studying without a focus sorta thing.nvm.i'll figure something out.

outside the sch gate i told xl about my dream.lol.we started laughing cos it was super retarded.hehh.so now we all know about my dream!woots.no more dreams to share.come'on.i need another dream man.lol.ohh in case there r really people who think like xl, brenn and i, joakim,hady and jonathan are like so it lah!!wheeeeee.so high.i melted right in front of the tv last night.hehhh.

i think i've done nothing at home at all except watch some tv and blog.anw i was smsing celesta just now and i was asking her about who she likes and all.seems to me almost everyone has about the same likes.the guy must be cute, hot, rich, musically inclined.[either play an instrument or sing],humourous,blah and u know the rest.lol.if u think u fulfil the above criteria.feel free to approach celesta and i and we'll put you through and audition.we'll confirm ur successful application through a phone call.or u can always call the amanda hotline to check.it's 9-2-6-2-6-3-2-0.lol.so kuku can.talking so much nonsense

ooooooooo.and the most exciting thing of all.today's the 17th anniversary of my parents.woots!!wheee so exciting.bea bought a cake for them.think we're gonna eat it later.this yr's different cos they've been too busy so no twosome dinner.but i suppose they make it up to themselves somehow.mummy's alr got so many flowers from daddy.lol.n the flowers are like really cute.hehhh.and and and.bea found blueberry bagels from cold storage!!yay.now i can have like my constant supply of blueberry bagels from cold storage and cold storage only.i looooooooooove cold storage man.hehhh.ohh and like 5 mins ago, nat kicked the soccer ball in the living room and it hit mummy's vase.now there's a big hole and he claims he didnt hit it?hmmm.like hello.we all saw.lol.

so okie.today's a happy day.but i still blogged a whole lot.i'm not having a mood swing.probably a mood lift?lol.okie then.that's that for now.till next time!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou

2006-07-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

nite nite

today was a sleepish day sorta thing.yup.so depressing.i jsut couldnt stay awake for even a while.i am so tired even tho i slept for 6 hrs alr.lol.tt's bad.

i shall have to train myself.

anw.CONGRATS to both jim and andrew.both of you have done well man!!smiles!

toodles~

muacks!

`mandalovesyou